C114 (1/2)
Grand Madam sneered, ”I'm afraid you have already known in your heart who this child is? It was all because of his reputation that he couldn't spread it! There are some things that are hard for you to do, just leave it to this old woman! ”
Lin Pei listened, and did not comment.
He had already thought about it, and after a while he would personally go to see Auntie Zhong, and only said that he would do his best to protect Auntie Zhong's life, if not, Grand Madam's methods might not be able to keep him alive. Lin Geer had been by Auntie Zhong's side for a few years already, and there would definitely be some benefits. Furthermore, if anything were to happen to the Lin Geer, the first person to feel bad would be Chun Geer.
Thinking about it, he finally nodded his head, ”I only hope that you can keep your life with Auntie Zhong, Lian Jieer has always been obedient and obedient to you, and now that you are old enough to talk about marriage, no matter how hard you try to hide it, if someone wants to ask about it, they will find out. At that time, it will be very difficult to make a marriage with Lian Jieer, as it is not easy for a young lady, would you like to see Lian Jieer getting married at that time …?”
”The back of your hand is all meat. I know that there are some things that you can't explain to Big Brother. I'll go say it, so there's no need to worry about it.”
Even though the back of his hand was made of meat, the meat on his palm was much thicker than the meat on the back of his hand … The many years of indifference between mother and son were no longer something that could become intimate with each other overnight.
The Grand Madam tightly held onto the armrest of the armchair, ”You don't need me to worry? Which one of these days do I have to worry about? I know, you're always blaming me for treating you better than your big brother and second brother, right? ”
”Oh, isn't it? They all say that the Emperor values his eldest son above all else, but why would the people love him? It's a pity that this little son of mine didn't know what he did wrong to make you hate him so much. ” Lin Pei clenched his fists tightly, any form of courtesy and filial piety was all fake. If the Grand Madam did not protect Juan Niang that day, then the things that happened today might not have happened.
I still remember that when I was young, Second Brother's studies were not bad. At that time, Father said that he would send Second Brother to the White Horse Institute, but what did you say when you heard it?” Although the White Horse Institute was too far away, Second Brother was a spoiled child, and there was no one around to take care of him, so he might as well wait two years before going to the White Horse Institute. However, after two years, Second Brother's mind was no longer on studying … ”When my father sent me to the White Horse Academy, I was younger than him by a few years. At that time, you didn't say anything and just told me to study properly and not be a playboy. Do you still remember this?
Saying this, he gave a cold laugh, ”I'm afraid you don't even remember, but I do remember that from childhood until now, there have been so many things like this. Sometimes, I even wonder if the child I've given birth to is by your side, which is why you are so disgusted with me.”
”You're a child born in October, how did you become a concubine's child? Your eyes are exactly the same as mine, how can you not be my child? ” Grand Madam frowned, he felt that his eyes were extremely sore, but he forced himself not to cry in front of his son, ”It's all my fault, it's all my fault!”
She could not hold back her tears, but the pain in her throat was unbearable. She enunciated each word clearly, ”Fine, didn't you want to know why I kept alienating you? Then I'll tell you! ”
”In the past, I had a lot of twins, but you actually had a big brother. At that time, when you two were born, the fourth son was born with a umbilical cord wrapped around his neck, and it took a lot of effort for him to be born. That's why his body was not very well when he was born, instead you were always healthy and healthy …” After three months, because of a cold, Fourth Bro died. At that time, I was overcome with grief, and the midwife's unintentional words made me feel even worse. The midwife told me that there were many children who were having difficulties giving birth, but if the mother was pregnant with twins, then half of the baby would die. After all, the nourishment that the mother had eaten would be given to the other child in her womb. ”
”Motherf * cker, how could I not love my own child? It's just that every time I see you, I always think of Fourth Bro. You two are exactly the same …” Over time, I don't dare to see you, nor do I dare to get close to you. I'm afraid that if I think of Fourth Brother, if he's still alive, he'll be as old as you! ”
At the end of her words, her mouth was filled with pain. That night, when Ye Gu Si died, she cried for the whole night while hugging him. At that time, the Old Duke Master was still taking care of the outer room.
Lin Pei also became silent, and said after a long while: ”... ”You keep saying that you feel terrible in your heart, but how can I be innocent about this matter?”
With that, he turned and left.
He did not doubt the words of the Grand Madam, but just because of these few light words, he felt that it was impossible for the grievances that had been in his heart for many years to be dispelled.
Grand Madam was his mother. It was true, but he would never be as filial and respectful to her as his big brother and second brother in his life.
”Grand Madam naturally did not sleep all night, and waited for the next morning, but still forced himself to get up and take care of the household's matters. Did anything happen at Auntie Zhong's side last night? ”