Chapter 2 (1/2)

Chen Nian was greeted with cigarette fumes the moment she exited her toilet cubicle. Chen Nian turned away and started coughing. When the fumes finally cleared, Wei Cai’s arrogant face entered into Chen Nian’s vision field. Remnants of make up were still left on Wei Cai’s youthful face, the overly mature makeup looking extremely out of place on such a young face.

Chen Nian, too, wished that she would be able to age tremendously within a single night. Only then would she be able to successfully escape the ferocious and cruel colosseum, and avoid being preyed on by the merciless vultures.

However, she was unable to escape her youth no matter how hard she tried.

Chen Nian started towards the door of the toilet. However, before Chen Nian could even take a single step, Wei Cai abruptly slammed her onto the cubicle door. Chen Nian hoped from the bottom of her heart that this would simply be an one-off incident, and didn’t serve as a signal of the start of Wei Cai’s war on her.

Wei Cai slowly moved her cigarette towards Chen Nian’s stiff face, before finally pressing it against the cubicle door. She closed the distance between her and Chen Nian, “What did the police officers want from you?”

Chen Nian replied calmly, “They…they asked the same…… same few questions.”

“Sa…same….same…” Wei Cai mimicked Chen Nian’s stutter. “Why is your mouth so stupid? Can’t it speak properly? Just look at you – the police would still suspect that you’re lying even if you’re speaking the truth.”

Chen Nian shook her head vigorously.

“So, Chen Nian. Tell me – where was I when Hu Xiao Die jumped from the school building?”

The sunlight shone on Chen Nian’s face, highlighting her pale complexion; Chen Nian glanced at Wei Cai, trying her best to complete the sentence in a single breath, “School……” Wei Cai stared at Chen Nian viciously, and was about to slap Chen Nian when Chen Nian finally finished her sentence, “Outside school…”.

That day, Chen Nian was on her way home when she saw Wei Cai and her friends surrounding a female student from High School. They were extorting money from her.

Wei Cai looked at Chen Nian coldly, “You stuttered this to the police?”

Chen Nian lowered her head. On spotting some slight movements from Wei Cai’s hand., Chen Nian immediately shook her head and replied, “I wrote.”

However, the slap still found its way onto Chen Nian’s face.

Chen Nian’s head was tilted to the side, her long black fringe serving as a cover for her flushed facial expression and her shame.

“I knew you wouldn’t dare to speak about rubbish.” Wei Cai spat at Chen Nian. Just then, the bell rang, signaling the start of lessons. Xu Miao, who had been standing guard at the door, started to urge Wei Cai, “Come on, let’s go.”

Wei Cai walked closer to Chen Nian, and grabbed a few strands of hair from Chen Nian’s neat ponytail. She coiled the hair strands around her finger, and gradually pulled on the strands till they broke, “Chen Nian, you better keep your mouth shut tight.”

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Every cla.s.s is like a miniature society. There’s people whose personalities are bright and extroverted, there’s people who’s busy all the time, and there’s people who’s quiet and reserved. There’s also people who are individualistic and independent, people who are simply normal and ordinary, and people who are simply invisible.

Chen Nian belonged to the final group.

Chen Nian managed to hurry back into the cla.s.sroom before the bell stopped ringing. She took a look at the teacher and the students who were bustling about, only to find that n.o.body had noticed her. She walked back to her table and seated herself down.

Hu Xiao Die committed suicide. She repeated internally.

Although she was initially distracted by the pain that remained on her cheek, calmness gradually descended upon her. She lowered her head and started solving the mathematics problems, her mechanical pencil making rustling noises as it moved across the paper.

The Mathematics teacher walked past her, observing how she solved the problem. Finally, the teacher nodded his head, and walked to the front of the cla.s.sroom before calling out, “Chen Nian.”

Chen Nian raised her head.

“Tell us the answer for this problem.”

Chen Nian slowly put down her pencil, and straightened up. She replied in a small voice, “A……A……Alpha plus 3 Beta.”

“A……A……A……” Wei Cai mimicked Chen Nian’s stutter in a breathy voice, her eyelashes fluttering rapidly, and an ambiguous expression forming on her face. The cla.s.smates found Wei Cai’s little interruption rather hilarious, and burst into laughter. To them, cla.s.ses were only interesting with such interruptions; it didn’t matter whether Wei Cai possessed any malicious intent when interrupting Chen Nian.

Chen Nian calmly remained standing upright. She had grown up surrounded by a sea of mocking laughter, and was used to people laughing at her by now.

The jeering and the disdain had started since she was in Kindergarten. Whoever said that man’s nature at birth is fundamentally good? Whoever said that it’s only a ‘children’s game’? It is precisely the collective disdain and bullying of children that is the cruelest and rawest form of human nature. Unlike adults, children have no idea how to cloak themselves with layers of pretense. As such, children often displayed their hate and disdain for others openly without any shame. They bullied her, mocked her, isolated her, and jeered at her – all without experiencing any sense of shame.

“Silence!” The Mathematics teacher hit the table in his rage. “The rest of you may be able to laugh now, but how many of you would be able to laugh after the Mathematics exam?” The teacher’s power is always limited to mocking the students’ uncertain futures.

“Wei Cai, stand in the corridor as punishment.”

Screech. The chair scratched against the floor of the cla.s.sroom, the sound ringing out loud and clear, arrogantly challenging the teacher’s authority. Wei Cai stood up lazily, and nonchalantly walked out of the cla.s.sroom whilst chewing her gum. Before she left the cla.s.sroom, she turned back, giving Chen Nian one final stare.

Chen Nian sat down on her seat. Her deskmate and good friend Xiao Mi squeezed her hand encouragingly, and looked at her with an apologetic expression. Chen Nian shook her head, indicating that she was fine.

As the final exams neared, everybody suffered from the stress of having to get into a good new school. To them, feelings of happiness and sorrow dissipated as quickly as the wind, and they didn’t expend any effort in taking anything to heart. Rather, they preferred to focus their entire energy on studying and preparing for the examinations.

Physical Education cla.s.ses were now allocated to the students as free time. Those who wished to study could remain in the cla.s.sroom, whereas those who wished to relax, or those who had long given up on studying, could head to the field for some exercise.

The basketb.a.l.l.s and badminton rackets that were originally in the basket were long gone, having been s.n.a.t.c.hed by the enthusiastic and eager students. Chen Nian picked up the lone skipping rope that lay at the bottom of the basket.

“Chen Nian, do you want to play badminton together?” Li Xiang’s voice rang out. Li Xiang was the tallest boy in cla.s.s. Although he broke the district’s record for the 100m race, he as not merely an athlete. Indeed, he also excelled in his academic studies. Thus, he had already been offered a spot in an extremely prestigious university.

Chen Nian shook her head, the ponytail at the back of her head bobbing in the process.

“Chen Nian, you really don’t like to talk, do you?” Li Xiang lowered his head and smiled at her.

Chen Nian had to raise her head to look at him due to his height. Whilst majority of the students had to wear spectacles, Li Xiang’s vision was extremely good; indeed, his eyes shone brightly, and was radiating with vigour.

“There’s no…….nothing much to sa……say.” Chen Nian’s throat clammed up naturally. It was a pity that she had such a good voice.

Chen Nian had an extremely delicate and pretty appearance. Her eyebrows were rather pale, whilst her eyelashes were extremely black and long. She also had a rather small mouth, which made Li Xiang think of the description ‘small cherry lips’, which was often utilised in novels. No wonder she had so little to say.

Li Xiang said, “Chen Nian, there are a few students in cla.s.s who are rather annoying, but don’t pay them any attention. Just work hard and focus on your studies. Once you’re done with your examinations, you will be able to leave this place once and for all.”

The comfort offered by the youth was careful and encouraging, and sparked a small hope in Chen Nian. Chen Nian nodded her head.

“So… How about playing badminton together?”

Chen Nian shook her head.