C180 (2/2)
So she knew all about it, but she didn't want it.
Zhu Yijun did not want to kill anymore, he wanted to stab himself in the heart a few times.
”Your Majesty.” Zhang Cheng said carefully while standing at the door. empress is here, do you want to see your majesty? ”
”Nope.” Zhu Yijun shouted in anger.
After a while, Zhang Cheng came back again with a sobbing tone, ”empress must come in, servant, I can't stop you.”
Zhu Yijun carelessly wiped his eyes with his sleeve and sat on a high seat: ”Let her in.”
When Wang Rong entered, he saw the mess on the ground and turned a blind eye. However, when he saw Zhu Yijun's cold face, he felt his heart ache, and said softly, ”Your Majesty.”
”You think you can come up with a good excuse to lie to me?” Zhu Yijun said coldly.
”Your Majesty.” Wang Rong He said, ”Your majesty, my body is different from the others. Your majesty knows that it's not easy for me to get sick, but once I get sick, it's not easy for me to get better. It's useless taking medicine, so I'm not lying to Your Majesty.”
”That's right. You might have indeed fallen sick for the sake of Consort Zhao, but for me, all I have to do is pretend to be sick.” Zhu Yijun said, ”In your heart, we are still not as good as Consort Zhao.”
”Your Majesty, don't say that. I feel terrible.” Wang Rong He said, ”In my heart, His Majesty is also very important.”
Zhu Yijun laughed coldly, ”Do you believe me when you say that?”
”Do you believe me when I hear you pat your chest?”
Wang Rong He walked in front of Zhu Yijun and squatted down, his hand on's knee, ”Your majesty, right now, you don't want to believe a single bit of me?”
”Then I'll give you one last chance.” Zhu Yijun said, ”Don't lie to me about this problem. We can let bygones be bygones, and we can still continue to trust you, just like how you have never lied to me before.”
Zhu Yijun looked into her eyes, and asked word by word, ”Why did you pretend to be sick to deceive us?”
Initially, she wanted to say that she was afraid of pain, afraid of having children, but she was scared when Rong Chang gave birth to a child, hence she went crazy and made such a decision. However, she regretted it later on, her body was fine, but she did not have the face to take the initiative and ask for pleasure.
That would do. Wang Rong thought that she was here to apologize and make His Majesty lose his temper. If she gave in again, then this matter would be over.
However, when she looked into Zhu Yijun's eyes now, she couldn't think of a good reason. She saw that Zhu Yijun's eyes were reflecting her tears, and she also heard herself asking, ”Your Majesty, you don't know, do you?”
”I know I was wrong. In the future, I will be the same as I was before, no? No, I will be better for Your Majesty. ”Can't you?”
Zhu Yijun shook his head, ”If you don't say it, do you think we can still return to the past?” Zhu Yijun looked at her, ”You are crying so much … I am feeling terrible, but how do you know that I have tears as well, it is just that the tears are not in my eyes, they are in my heart.” Zhu Yijun pointed to his chest.
”When have you ever felt heartache for me?”
Wang Rong cried even more fiercely than before, her hand resting on Zhu Yijun's chest, ”But if I were to tell you, we will not be able to return to the past.”
”I've given you my word. As long as you say so, I'll let bygones be bygones.” Zhu Yijun said, ”But I want to hear the truth.”
Wang Rong He looked at Zhu Yijun and cried without saying a word.
Zhu Yijun looked up, ”Is it really that hard to say?”
”Then why did you do it?” Zhu Yijun said, ”Is it because we are not good to you? When did I reject your empress's honor? Or did I not love you enough? ”
”Does Your Majesty love me?” Wang Rong asked while crying.
”Don't you love me?” Zhu Yijun asked.
Wang Rong He shook his head. ”No matter how nice His Majesty is to me, it's not for me to do so.”
”What do you want?” Zhu Yijun asked, ”I'll give you anything you want, as long as I have it.”
”You can't afford it.” Wang Rong He shook his head.
”If you don't say it, how do you know that I can't afford to pay?” Zhu Yijun asked, for him, Wang Rong was different. If it was any other concubine, who would bully the king, what would he do? However, for Wang Rong and this, he would not pursue the crime of deceiving the king, he only wanted to know why she lied to him.
Wang Rong He shook his head and refused to speak.
Zhu Yijun then lifted her and pushed her away, ”Then you can go, when are you willing to say it, tell me again.”
Wang Rong Yun grabbed Zhu Yijun's hand and roared, ”I only want to concentrate on one thing.”
Zhu Yijun relaxed his grip on Wang Ronghe's hand, his expression was startled, ”One mind?”
She nodded and said to Zhu Yijun in her eyes, ”The reason why I lied to Your Majesty is because I don't want to be a husband to others. I don't want to share my husband with others, and that makes me feel sick and uncomfortable. I can only be a good queen if I don't get too close to His Majesty, or I'll go mad one day. ”
”You want to be single-minded?” Zhu Yijun retreated a few steps back as if he had been burned by the answer. He stared at Wang Rong He in disbelief, ”You want to single-mindedly?”
”You're the Queen.” How can you ask for single-mindedness?
”I don't want to be a queen.” Wang Rong smiled wryly.
Zhu Yijun was once again scalded, he looked at Wang Rong He and said: ”That's right, it was us who wanted you to be the Empress.”
”Haha, it wasn't us who gave you the honor of choosing you as an empress at all. It was us who didn't know what was good for you and forced you to stay in the palace as an empress.”
”You never wanted to be my queen.”
”Everything is done by me, I think I'm being sentimental too much.”