Chapter 32 Part1 (1/2)

The Struggle of Long San Looking for Wife

After the few days, Long San was very busy, busy handling the incident of getting chased by someone, busy confronting with the Feng Family for the negotiations, busy discussing with Long Er about the stolen treasures and thieves, and he was also busy looking for a chance to meet Feng Ning secretly.

Ever since that day, Feng Ning has changed to a person, but she wasn't changed back to the original Feng Ning, but changed to a third Feng Ning, the sad and sorrow, quiet, lonely Feng Ning.

She always hid herself inside her own small yard, she no longer come out to cause trouble and make Yu Mama angry, no longer run to the kitchen to steal some food to eat, no longer run to his yard and bother him, she even, doesn't see him.

Long San couldn't describe his feeling, he knew this incident had strongly impacted Feng Ning much more than himself, after all, he was mentally prepared, but she was not. That day, when he saw her flowery smile suddenly turned into dark gray despair, he did not understand whether his pain was because he was completely betrayed by her, or because his heart ached by her helplessness.

She came to find him before, and he knew. When he heard some movement noise, he immediately rushed out from his room and saw her just turned away and left, he didn't know whether she had heard the conversation between him and Long Er, but the shadow of her back tells him, their distance had gone further and further.

”Long San, please don't throw me away.” Every time Long San remembers the words that Feng Ning said, her expression and her tone made him wet his eyes. In the end, he still had to leave her alone, for the past that she had forgotten.

He regretted for their first met at that night, he should've had gone back after he finished his work, he shouldn't go to Cheng Nan friend's bar for a drink, he shouldn't walk around the city gate after he's drunk, he shouldn't have a sharp eye and spotted her easily.

If this wasn't the case, he won't be able to see her pungent and cuteness, he won't be able to see her sorrow in helplessness, then he won't pity her, and even won't break down his walls of defense for her. He should have followed Long Er, keeping her past impression in his mind firmly, so he wouldn't have the chance to discover her other side, then he wouldn't be so painful as now.

Anyone who knows him would also say Long San master was tender and kind to women, say he is a romantic and charming person. He really does think that daughters from a house were soft and lovely, they were supposed to be protected with gentle. However, he never knew that a st.u.r.dy, naughty and crazy woman could only awaken his desire to protect.

But now, everything has come to an end. Although there were still a lot of misunderstanding, but he and she are going to be apart.

Long San had wanted to visit her, hoped to chat with her, although he didn't know what to say, but he really wanted to talk with her again, but she refused to. Hence, Long San could only look at her from far away, watching her holding the little toys he bought and played with the children, watching her teaching the children to fly a kite, watching her carrying the children and jumped up and down to make her happy.

He felt a little unhappy, no, he was very upset, that child wasn't his child, but Feng Ning really liked her. So after Long San peeked Feng Ning twice, he did not peek her anymore. He felt that breaking at that instance was only the good thing for him.

Because of the child's matter, Feng family couldn't hold withstand at all, so the marriage divorce with Feng Ning was already a fact. This time, Long San finally wrote the divorce letter, Feng Ning was also on the scene, she was looking down at the floor, and Long San was staring at his table. He didn't want to admit that his hand holding the pen was s.h.i.+vering, he didn't want to admit his writings were unprecedentedly ugly, but anyway, the divorce letter had written, both he and she had stamped their fingerprints.

Feng Ning quietly took the divorce letter and left, both Qiao Li and Lord Feng Zhuo faces were black as ash when they left, but they left a word: ”This matter isn't finished yet, you and your Family Long owned the debt, one day you'll repay for it.”

Feng Ning heard the conversation, but she didn't care. What Long Family what Feng Family, what grudge what resentment, she doesn't care. She carried Bao'er and rode on the carriage of Feng Family.

Long San felt uneasy in his heart, although he and Head Steward Tie had claimed that they were seeing the visitor out, but in fact, they followed the Feng Family until they walked to the gate entrance, watching them riding on the carriage. Long San actually knew he didn't have to come, there was Head Steward Tie which already was enough, but he thought this may be the last time he sees Feng Ning, so he still wanted to send her.