Chapter 11 (1/2)

The Mrs. Long San Who Unreasonably Makes a Scene to Vent

The rope’s thickness and color was indeed the same as the one she saw in Long San’s room that day. Feng Ning stared at those threads as if she saw a ghost, her heart beating wildly.

She couldn’t have, how could she have been capable of doing this kind of thing? But those silk ropes were undeniably vivid, very clearly right before her eyes, so many ropes, and all of them weaved into that fancy knot, seemingly the result of practice.

Feng Ning’s legs in a moment went weak, falling onto the chair. How could this be, how could she have an illicit affair with someone? How could she have planned to a.s.sa.s.sinate her husband? How could she be such a fierce and malicious woman?

Feng Ning could only feel cold sweat coming down, and spurts of chills down her spine. Yu Mama was right, she had a woman’s intuition as well as an elderly person’s insight, that’s why the disgust and loathing towards her,  the coldness and severity, there was a reason behind it all.

Feng Ning tried hard to recall, Long San had said that she had liked to take her dowry maid out to play, Xiao Qing said her dowry maid had died of illness a while ago, just before her accident. In other words, if her outings were secret trysts with her lover, then her maid must have been a witness, and it just so happened that right before she went to steal the treasure and flee, the single attestant happened to die.

Could it really be this timely? So awfully coincidental.

Feng Ning did not dare to think about it, it couldn’t be that that maid’s death had something to do with her, right? Xiao Qing had clearly said that that maid definitely died of an illness, Doctor Chen also had examined her, this must be the fact, and it couldn’t have anything to do with her, right?

Feng Ning covered her face, only feeling like she had suddenly been hit by a bolt of thunder, it was even more shocking than when she found out she had lost her memories, she stared at those silk ropes until the horizon began to suffuse with white.

Today was Long San’s first time seeing Feng Ning eat with such low spirit, he looked at the dishes, they were clearly all her favorite foods, wasn’t she so happy eating these the past few days that her eyes were all curved? But today, it was as if she didn’t know flavor, and only cared about stuffing her mouth with food.

“What’s wrong? Feeling unwell again?” She would sometimes have nightmares and come to him to complain, but that had never affected her appet.i.te in the least, he feared today there was some sort of plight, Long San pondered, but his expression remained unchanged.

Feng Ning put her chopsticks down, suddenly conveying her thoughts: “Long San, you said that when you injured your head and fell unconscious last time, you became right again when you hit your head a second time, then how about me, can I recover if I am struck again?” She wanted badly to know what kinds of things she had done before, wanted badly to know that she wasn’t such a bad person.

Long San also put his chopsticks down, and said: “I don’t mind if you want to go and try, but before you do, please write a suicide note, clarify that it was you who wanted to be struck, this way, if you don’t come back, I can justify myself in front of your family.” (afaasun: ha ha ha….)

Feng Ning’s mouth twitched, and stood up with a clatter: “How can you act like this, whatever the case, you should at least try to persuade me, show some concern for me.”

“Then just don’t do it, if you become stupid after injuring your head, I would have to tell you the story again, and that would be rather tiring.”

Feng Ning didn’t say anything, exerting all her strength to glare at him.

Long San sighed and spread his hands out: “Then you tell me, what exactly is it that you want to do?”

Of course Feng Ning was unable to say anything, for a while she could only glare: “When I think of it, I’ll tell you.” And then she turned around and left.

Long San looked at the leftover dishes in front of him, and found that he had actually been wondering if that crazy woman had eaten her fill.

Feng Ning’s thoughts were completely filled with those silk ropes, and had not noticed that she had eaten less than usual during this meal. She was both ashamed and confused; so this is what doing something worth feeling guilty over felt like. She didn’t dare tell Long San about her finding the silk ropes, there was finally someone who treated her well, if she said it just like that, wasn’t she just asking to be loathed?

The more she thought about it, the sadder she got, she still couldn’t believe it, how could she be such a bad person? But this method of injuring her head again was indeed very dangerous, and inconvenient, Yu Mama the capable person in deciding the course of action in these matters, was also unreliable. But she ate the medicine, she also visited her former haunts, yet there was still no progress to be seen.

Feng Ning was extremely depressed, wandering around the entire residence, suspecting everything she saw. Those servants who evaded her gaze, could they possibly have some inside information? Those maids who turned and ran at the sight of her, could they possibly know some secret?

Feng Ning’s eyes suddenly narrowed, and that maid really turned and ran after seeing her, this person, she had never seen before.

“Stop right there.” Feng Ning shouted, causing the fl.u.s.tered and panicking maid to stop in her tracks. Feng Ning walked over with big strides: “Which staff are you part of?”

“This -this lowly servant is a maid of the clothes bureau.”

“Clothes bureau?” The clothes bureau takes care of the family’s tailoring, sewing, mending, and laundry, for no reason Feng Ning’s heart thumped, in a stern voice she asked: “Why were you so fl.u.s.tered after seeing me?”

“This- this lowly servant had only suddenly remembered that there was still some work to be done, I was anxious to get back, it was not at all because I saw Furen and got fl.u.s.tered.”

“What’s your name?”

“Xia Er.”

Feng Ning stared at her, not speaking anymore; Xia Er also did not dare to lift her head, agitatedly she said: “If Furen doesn’t need anything else, this servant will be going back to the yard to work.” Feng Ning steadily made an “mm” sound, Xia Er anxiously bowed, turned, and ran away.