Part 28 (1/2)
”Bless me!” said Mr. Van Astrachan; ”why, you're not at all up to snuff! Why, Polly, you and I used to stick it out till daylight!
didn't we?”
”Well, you see, Mr. Van Astrachan, I hadn't anybody like you to stick it out with,” said Rose. ”Perhaps that made the difference.”
”Oh, well, now, I am sure there's our Harry! I am sure a girl must be difficult, if he doesn't suit her for a beau,” said the good gentleman.
”Oh, Mr. Endicott is all well enough!” said Rose; ”only, you observe, not precisely to me what you were to the lady you call Polly,--that's all.”
”Ha, ha!” laughed Mr. Van Astrachan. ”Well, to be sure, that does make a difference; but Harry's a nice fellow, nice fellow, Miss Rose: not many fellows like him, as I think.”
”Yes, indeed,” chimed in Mrs. Van Astrachan. ”I haven't a son in the world that I think more of than I do of Harry; he has such a good heart.”
Now, the fact was, this eulogistic strain that the worthy couple were very p.r.o.ne to fall into in speaking of Harry to Rose was this morning most especially annoying to her; and she turned the subject at once, by chattering so fluently, and with such minute details of description, about the arrangements of the rooms and the flowers and the lamps and the fountains and the cascades, and all the fairy-land wonders of the Follingsbee party, that the good pair found themselves constrained to be listeners during the rest of the time devoted to the morning meal.
It will be found that good young ladies, while of course they have all the innocence of the dove, do display upon emergencies a considerable share of the wisdom of the serpent. And on this same mother wit and wisdom, Rose called internally, when that day, about eleven o'clock, she was summoned to the library, to give Harry his audience.
Truth to say, she was in a state of excited womanhood vastly becoming to her general appearance, and entered the library with flushed cheeks and head erect, like one prepared to stand for herself and for her s.e.x.
Harry, however, wore a mortified, semi-penitential air, that, on the first glance, rather mollified her. Still, however, she was not sufficiently clement to give him the least a.s.sistance in opening the conversation, by the suggestions of any of those nice little oily nothings with which ladies, when in a gracious mood, can smooth the path for a difficult confession.
She sat very quietly, with her hands before her, while Harry walked tumultuously up and down the room.
”Miss Ferguson,” he said at last, abruptly, ”I know you are thinking ill of me.”
Miss Ferguson did not reply.
”I had hoped,” he said, ”that there had been a little something more than mere acquaintance between us. I had hoped you looked upon me as a friend.”
”I did, Mr. Endicott,” said Rose.
”And you do not now?”
”I cannot say that,” she said, after a pause; ”but, Mr. Endicott, if we are friends, you must give me the liberty to speak plainly.”
”That's exactly what I want you to do!” he said impetuously; ”that is just what I wish.”
”Allow me to ask, then, if you are an early friend and family connection of Mrs. John Seymour?”
”I was an early friend, and am somewhat of a family connection.”
”That is, I understand there has been a ground in your past history for you to be on a footing of a certain family intimacy with Mrs.
Seymour; in that case, Mr. Endicott, I think you ought to have considered yourself the guardian of her honor and reputation, and not allowed her to be compromised on your account.”
The blood flushed into Harry's face; and he stood abashed and silent.
Rose went on,--
”I was shocked, I was astonished, last night, because I could not help overhearing the most disagreeable, the most painful remarks on you and her,--remarks most unjust, I am quite sure, but for which I fear you have given too much reason!”
”Miss Ferguson,” said Harry, stopping as he walked up and down, ”I confess I have been wrong and done wrong; but, if you knew all, you might see how I have been led into it. That woman has been the evil fate of my life. Years ago, when we were both young, I loved her as honestly as man could love a woman; and she professed to love me in return. But I was poor; and she would not marry me. She sent me off, yet she would not let me forget her. She would always write to me just enough to keep up hope and interest; and she knew for years that all my object in striving for fortune was to win her. At last, when a lucky stroke made me suddenly rich, and I came home to seek her, I found her married,--married, as she owns, without love,--married for wealth and ambition. I don't justify myself,--I don't pretend to; but when she met me with her old smiles and her old charms, and told me she loved me still, it roused the very devil in me. I wanted revenge.