Part 2 (1/2)
The girls were going to remember me not only because I had been a small part of their lives back when Mick had been killed but also because there are not too many people my size wandering around, particularly ones that have a salt.w.a.ter tan baked so deeply that it helps, to a certain extent, in concealing visible evidence of many varieties of random damage and ones who tend to move about in a loose and rather sleepy shamble, amiable, undemanding, and apparently ready to believe anything.
Because the girls would remember me, I had to have a simple and believable story. The simple ones are the best anyway. And it is always best to set them up so that they will check out, if anybody wants to take the trouble. The fancy yarns leave you with too much to keep track of.
I walked across the truly staggering heat of the hard-pan and into the icy chill of the terminal building. A crisp computerized girl in a company uniform leased me an air-conditioned Chev with impersonal efficiency, then turned from robot into girl when I sought her advice on the most pleasant place to stay for a few days. She arched a brow, bit her lip, and when I said I never had any trouble with my expense accounts, she suggested the Wahini Lodge on Route 30 near the Interchange, go out to the highway and turn left and go about a mile and it would be on my right. It was new, she said, and very nice.
It was of the same Hawaiian fake-up as most of Honolulu, but the unit was s.p.a.cious and full of gadgetry and smelled clean and fresh. I was able to put the car in shade under a thatched canopy. Out the other side of the unit I could see green lawn, flowering shrubs partially blocking the view of a big swimming pool in the middle of the motel quadrangle. It was about three thirty in the afternoon when I dialed for an outside line and dialed the number for Thomas Pike. The address was 28 Haze Lake Drive.
A female voice answered, hushed and expressionless.
”Mrs. Pike?”
”Who is calling please?”
”Are you Maureen?”
”Please tell me who is calling.”
”The name might not mean anything.”
”Mrs. Pike is resting. Perhaps I could give her a mes-”
”Bridget? Biddy?”
”Who is calling, please.”
”My name is Travis McGee. We met over five years ago. At Fort Lauderdale. Do you remember me, Biddy?”
”... Yes, of course. What is it you want?”
”What I want is a chance to talk to you or Maurie, or both of you.”
”What about?”
”Look, I'm not selling anything! And I happened to do some small favors for the Pearson women when Mick died. And I heard about Helena last Monday and I'm very sorry. If I've hit you at the wrong time, just say so.”
”I... I know how I must have sounded. Mr. McGee, this wouldn't be a very good time for you to come here. Maybe I could come and... Are you in town?”
”Yes. I'm at the Wahini Lodge. Room One-0-nine.”
”Would it be convenient if I came there at about six o'clock? I have to stay here until Tom gets home from work.”
”Thanks. That will be just fine.”
I used the free tune to brief myself on the geography. The rental had a city-county map in the glove compartment. I never feel comfortable in any strange setting until I know the ways in and the ways out, and where they lead to, and how to find them. I learned it was remarkably easy to get lost in the Haze Lake Drive area. The residential roads wound around the little lakes. There was a big dark blue rural mailbox at the entrance to the pebbled driveway of number 28, with aluminum cutout letters in a top slot spelling T. pike. Beyond the plantings I saw a slope of cedar-shake roof and a couple of glimpses of sun-bright lake. The house was in one of the better areas but not in one of the best. It was perhaps a mile from the Haze Lake Golf and Tennis Club and about, I would guess, $50,000 less than the homes nearer the club.
On my way back from there toward the city I found a precious, elfin little circle of expensive shops. One of them was a booze shoppe, with enough taste to stock Plymouth, so I acquired a small survival kit for local conditions.
Biddy-Bridget called on the house phone at five after six, and I walked through to the lobby and took her around to the c.o.c.ktail lounge close to the pool area, separated from the hot outdoors by a thermopane window wall tinted an unpleasant green-blue. She walked nicely in her little white skirt and her little blue blouse, shoulders back and head high. Her greetings had been reserved, proper, subdued.
Sitting across from her at a corner table, I could see both portions of the Helena-Mick heritage. She had Helena's good bones and slenderness, but her face was wide through the cheekbones and asymmetrical, one eye set higher, the smile crooked, as Mick's had been. And she had his clear pale blue eyes.
The years from seventeen to twenty-three cover a long, long time of change and learning. She had crossed that boundary that separates children from people. Her eyes no longer dismissed me with the same gla.s.sy and patronizing indifference with which she might stare at a statue in a park. We were now both people, aware of the size of many traps, aware of the narrowing dimensions of choice.
”I remembered you as older, Mr. McGee.”
”I remember you as younger, Miss Pearson.”
”Terribly young. And I thought I was so grown up about everything. We'd been moved about so much... Maurie and me... I thought we were terribly competent and Continental and sophisticated. I guess... I know a lot less than I thought I knew back then.”
After our order was taken, she said, ”Sorry I wasn't very cordial on the phone. Maurie gets... nuisance calls sometimes. I've gotten pretty good at cooling them.”
”Nuisance calls?”
”How did you know where to find us, Mr. McGee?”
”Travis, or Trav, Biddy. Otherwise you make me feel as old as you thought I was going to be. How did I find you? Your mother and I kept in touch. A letter now and then. Family news.”
”So you had to hear from her during... this past year, or you wouldn't have asked if you were talking to me.”
”I got her last letter Monday.”
It startled her. ”But she'd-”
”I was away when it arrived. It had been mailed back in September.”
”Family news?” she said cautiously.
I shrugged. ”With her apologies for being so depressing. She knew she'd had it. She said you'd been here ever since Maurie was in bad shape after her second miscarriage.”
Her mouth tightened with disapproval. ”Why would she write such... personal family things to somebody we hardly knew?”
”So I could have them published in the paper, maybe.”
”I didn't mean it to sound rude. I just didn't know you were such a close friend.”
”I wasn't. Mick trusted me. She knew that. Maybe people have to have somebody to talk to or write to. A sounding board. I didn't hear from her at all while she was married to Trescott.”
”Poor Teddy,” she said. I could see her thinking it over. She nodded to herself. ”Yes, I guess it would be nice to be able to just spill everything to somebody who... wouldn't talk about it and who'd... maybe write back and say everything would be all right.” She tilted her head and looked at me with narrowed eyes. ”You see, she wasn't ever really a whole person again after Daddy died. They were so very close, in everything, sometimes it would make Maurie and me feel left out. They had so many little jokes we didn't understand. And they could practically talk to each other without saying a word. Alone she was... a displaced person. Married to Teddy, she was still alone, really. If being able to write to you made her feel... a little less alone... then I'm sorry I acted so stupid about it.” Her eyes were s.h.i.+ny with tears and she blinked them away and looked down into her gla.s.s as she sipped her drink.
”I don't blame you. It's upsetting to have a stranger know the family problems. But I don't exactly go around spreading the word.”
”I know you wouldn't. I just can't understand why... she had to have such a h.e.l.lish year. Maybe life evens things up. If you've been happier than most, then...” She stopped and widened her eyes as she looked at me with a kind of direct suspicion. ”Problems. About Maurie too?”
”Trying to kill herself? Not the details. Just that she was very upset about it and couldn't understand it.”
”n.o.body can understand it!” She spoke too loudly and then she tried to smile. ”Honestly, Mr... Travis, this has been such a... such a terrible...” can understand it!” She spoke too loudly and then she tried to smile. ”Honestly, Mr... Travis, this has been such a... such a terrible...”
I saw that she was beginning to break, so I dropped a bill on the table and took her just above the elbow and walked her out. She walked fragile and I took a short cut across the greenery and through a walkway to 109. I unlocked it and by the time I pulled the door shut behind us, she had located the bath, and went in a blundering half-trot toward it, making big gluey throat-aching sobbing sounds, ”Yah-awr, Yah-awr!” ”Yah-awr, Yah-awr!” slammed the door behind her. I could hear the m.u.f.fled sounds for just a moment and then they ended, and I heard water running. slammed the door behind her. I could hear the m.u.f.fled sounds for just a moment and then they ended, and I heard water running.
I went down to the service alcove and scooped the bucket full of miniature cubes and bought three kinds of mix out of the machine. I put some Plymouth on ice for myself, drew the thinner, semiopaque drapery across the big windows, and found Walter Cronkite on a colorcast speaking evenly, steadily, reservedly of unspeakable international disasters. I sat in a chair-thing made of black plastic, walnut, and aluminum, slipped my shoes off, rested crossed ankles on the corner of the bed, and sipped as I watched Walter and listened to doom.