Part 22 (1/2)

There was a pause. Then: 'Okay, Fraser. Give your position, please.' I looked quickly down at the instrument panel. The plane was fitted with a Sperry automatic pilot. 'I am going back now to get M/F bearings on Frohnau and Gatow. Off.'

I switched over to the automatic pilot and went back to the navigator's desk. I got the M/F bearings and found that my position was almost directly over Spandau. I moved back to the c.o.c.kpit and in sliding into the pilot's seat wrenched my arm so that I had to bite back the scream of pain that came to my throat. Half-collapsed over the control column I called Gatow again: 'Hallo, Gatow. Fraser calling. Am flying Angels Five directly above Spandau. Please direct me. Please direct me. Course now 085 degrees. Please direct me. Over.'

'Hallo, Fraser. Keep flying your present height and course. I will direct you in a few minutes. Give speed and acknowledge. Over.' 'Speed 135,' I answered. 'I await your directions. Over.'

I wiped the sweat from my forehead and disconnected the automatic pilot. Waves of nausea swept over me. My mind seemed a blank, unable to concentrate. Through the earphones came the sound of Gatow calling other planes. From the fuselage behind me I heard Saeton's voice call out, 'Fraser! Are you in trouble?'

'No,' I said. 'No, I'm all right.'

'If you want any help . ..'

But I didn't trust him. 'I'm all right,' I called back. 'Don't flap.' My throat felt dry. My tongue was like a piece of coa.r.s.e flannel. I wanted to vomit.

'Hallo, Fraser. Gatow Airways calling Fraser. Can you hear me? Over.' 'Fraser answering. I hear you.' My voice sounded weak and hoa.r.s.e. Oh G.o.d! I breathed. Let's get this over. 'GCA think they have located you. Channel D-dog and call Director.' 'Roger, Gatow.' I pressed my D b.u.t.ton, my hand trembling and damp with sweat. 'Hallo, Gatow Director. Fraser calling Gatow Director.'

A new voice, much clearer, sounded in my earphones. 'Turn 180 degrees, Fraser. Turn 180 degrees.' 'Roger, Director.' I braced myself for the effort and s.h.i.+fted the control column, giving right rudder at the same time. The movement brought the sweat cold on my forehead again. I should never make it. I felt I just couldn't make it. The control column was heavy as lead. To work the rudder brought my shoulder in contact with the back of the seat. Pain seared through my neck and up into my head as I completed the turn and straightened out. G.o.d! This was going to be h.e.l.l.

'Thank you, Fraser,' came the voice of the Director of Controlled Approach. '7 have now identified you. New course. Left on to 245 degrees and reduce height to 3,000. Acknowledge.' 'Roger.' I turned the plane on to its new course, my senses strained to catch the director's voice. I felt sick with the strain. If only I had done one of these landings before! A sheet of water lashed against the winds.h.i.+eld. The plane bucketed violently, wrenching at my shoulder as I moved to maintain course, the control column thrust forward, my eyes fixed on the altimeter dial and the luminous circle of the compa.s.s where the needle hovered at 245.

Else touched my arm. 'Are you all right, Neil? Can I do anything?'

'No,' I said. 'I'm all right. Just watch Saeton, that's all.'

She wiped the sweat from my forehead with her handkerchief. 'If you want me .. .'

'I'm all right,' I almost screamed at her. 'Strap yourself in. Go on. Fix your safety belt. We'll be going down in a minute.'

She hesitated. Her hand touched mine - a caress, a wish that she could help - and then she was gone and I was alone with the voice of GCA saying, 'Right on to 250 degrees now, Fraser. Right on to 250. Speed should be 120 now. You're doing fine. You'll be into the glide path soon. How are you feeling?' 'I'm feeling all right,' I answered. I wasn't, but there was no point in telling him that my eyes found it difficult to focus on the instruments. The concentration was causing dizziness. Hallo, York 270. Climb to 3,000 and return to base. Climb to 3,000 and return to base. Emergency landing ahead of you. Acknowledge. Over. It was the voice of Gatow Director, clearing the way for me, and almost immediately 270 acknowledged. Then GCA was calling me again: 'Right on to 252 degrees now, Fraser.' I s.h.i.+fted the rudder slightly and slid on to the new course. 'That's fine, Fraser. You're on the glide path now. Reduce speed to 100. Lower flaps and undercarriage. Two miles to touch-down. You're doing fine. Can you hear me? Over.' 'Yes, I can hear you,' I answered.

A new voice came in: 'This is talk down. Don't acknowledge from now on. Check flaps and undercarriage. Reduce height by 500 feet per minute. Fine. Right two degrees. You're one and a half miles from touch-down now. You re fifty feet above the glide path. You're doing fine. Right on the glide path now. One mile to go... .'

I could see nothing through the winds.h.i.+eld - just my reflection, that was all. I stared at the instrument panel. The dials were blurred. I seemed conscious of nothing but the voice in my earphones. My whole body was tense, reacting to the GCA Director's instructions. The pain was blinding. My body seemed one screaming h.e.l.l of pain. It shot along my nerves and jangled in my head like a burglar alarm. I could feel the nerves of my brain stretched taut. And I prayed - G.o.d, don't let me black out now. '. .. Half a mile to go now. You're coming in a little too steeply..You're below the glide path. Keep up, Fraser! Keep up!' I jerked at the control column, cursing blindly to keep myself from screaming. 'That's fine. You're bang on now. Left one degree. You're coming in to touch-down now. Start to level out. You should be able to see the runway lights now. Level out! Level out! Look ahead and land visual.' I jerked at the control column, peering through the streaming winds.h.i.+eld. A light showed - a row of lights. They were blurred and unreal. I felt the plane sag. I had pulled it up too hard. It sagged right down on to the lights, dropping on its belly, heavily, uncontrollably. The wheels. .h.i.t and I screamed as the seat slashed up into my shoulder. For a second we were airborne and instinctively I applied left rudder and altered the position of the control column. We hit the deck again. But this time we stayed there. I sagged over the control column in a blinding sheet of pain and then I reached for the brakes and applied them. The plane swung -right rudder - but the wing dipped and suddenly we were pivoting to a stop and I blacked out.

I couldn't have been out long, for when I came round, Else was just coming through into the c.o.c.kpit. 'Are you all right, Neil?'

I sat up slowly, feeling the stillness of the plane, the lack of motion. Thank G.o.d! We were on the ground. I wiped the cold sweat out of my eyes with the back of my hand. I was on the floor and outside the plane I heard voices and the sound of cars and then the roar of a plane landing close by. 'Yes,' I said weakly. 'I'm all right. What about you?'

'I had my safety belt fixed.' She had knelt down beside me and was loosening my collar. 'You were wonderful, Neil. Saeton said you were crazy to try it. He do not think you will do it. I do not think he want you to do it. And when you have done it he ask me ...' She turned her head at a sound from the open door of the fuselage. 'They are coming now. You will soon be in hospital and then you will be able to rest.'

Figures appeared in the c.o.c.kpit doorway. The faces were blurred and I pushed my hand across my eyes. 'What's all this about, Fraser?' It was the Wing Co. Flying. 'Because of you two planes have had to over shoot and return to base. You were told to proceed to Wunstorf 'Please,' Else interrupted him. 'He is hurt.'

'It's his own fault,' the wing commander snapped. 'If he'd done as he was told'

'He is hurt with a bullet,' Else cut in. 'How can he go on to Wunstorf? Now please let the doctor see him. He is very bad I think.'

I caught hold of Else's arm with my left hand. 'Help me to my feet,' I said. She put her hands under my armpits and levered me up. I braced myself against the navigator's table, my eyes closed, fighting to maintain consciousness. The station commander appeared in the doorway. From very far away it seemed I heard him call for a medical orderly. Then he turned back to me. 'Before you go off in the ambulance, Eraser, perhaps you'll explain the extraordinary message you gave Airways.'

'What was that?' I asked uncertainly.

'Something about Carter having been murdered.'

I pushed the sweat out of my eyes again. G.o.d! I felt weak. 'He was murdered,' I said. 'Saeton killed him because he knew I would try to get him back from the Russian Zone. If I brought Carter back, then you would have to believe what I put in my report.' My vision had cleared slightly and behind the station commander I saw the figure of Squadron Leader Pierce. 'Do you believe me now?' I asked Pierce.

'Where's Saeton?' he asked. 'I thought you said you'd brought him back?'

'Why are you piloting the plane I let Saeton borrow?' the wing commander asked.

And then Pierce again: 'What have you done with Saeton?'

Questions, questions, questions - why the devil couldn't they leave me alone? 'You don't believe what I told.you.' My voice was shrill. 'You don't believe me, do you? All right then.' I pushed them out of the way, staggering blindly as I stumbled into the body of the plane. Tierce,' I called, standing over the blanketed figure of Tubby still strapped along the seats. 'Take a look at that.'

Pierce pulled back the blanket. There was a gasp and a short heavy silence. 'So Carter was at your farmhouse at Hollmind.' He slowly put back the blanket. Then he turned to me and gripped my left arm. 'I'm sorry, Fraser. I've been rather dense. Now. Where's Saeton?'

I looked round. I couldn't see him and I glanced at Else. 'You were in charge of him. Where is he?' I asked.

She shrugged her shoulders. 'I do not know. After you land I come straight to the c.o.c.kpit. I do not trouble myself with him any more.'

Pierce strode to the door. 'Sergeant! You were the first here. Did anybody leave the plane?'

'Yes, sir,' came the answer. 'A big, powerful-looking man.' There was a hurried exchange of words and then the sergeant added, 'He commandeered one of the jeeps. Said he had something urgent to report. He was injured, I think, sir. Leastways, there was a lot of blood on 'im.'

Pierce glanced at me. 'Did Saeton do that?' He nodded to the figure huddled under the blanket.

'Yes,' I said.

'Right. Sergeant! Take my jeep - find the man and arrest him. His name is Saeton.' Pierce turned and pushed his way up the fuselage. A moment later I heard him on the R/T to Emergency, ordering them to signal R.A.F Police to close all exit gates and patrol the standings where aircraft were parked.

Another plane thundered in down the runway. The station commander took my arm. 'I'm sorry, Fraser. It seems we've all made a mistake. Now we'll get you to the M.O.' He piloted me to the door. An ambulance was waiting. 'Ah, there you are, Gentry. Fraser's hurt. Better get him across to the sick bay right away.'

Else and the station commander helped me out of the fuselage. The rain drove in sheets across the runway lights. We were just moving across to the back of the ambulance when Pierce flung out of the plane shouting for a car. 'What is it, Pierce?' the station commander called.