Chapter 247 (1/2)

After hearing this, Xiaotao was surprised. She glanced at Xiaoli and said, ”Xiaoli, you dead girl, be careful. Fortunately, it's the lady's rest. If the lady hears it, what can she do?”

Xiao Li stuck out her tongue and said something depressed, ”I was telling the truth. Madam has a good temper and is good to us. Madam also saved the master's life, but now... Now... Madam follows the master without knowing why. Now she has such a big stomach. Madam has to smoke menstruation every night. She can't eat well and sleep well. The master was just the side concubine in the master's residence. Miss Chen hates it. She is always around the master and the prince Swing, such a woman can't even compare with her wife. Why does the master like her? ”

Xiaotao smiled bitterly and said, ”you can't forget the cinnabar mole in a man's heart. Maybe the deeper you hurt, the deeper you love. Miss Chen is the first beauty in the capital. She grew up with the childe since childhood. The childe has always loved her to the bone!”

The two servant girls talked and looked down again. Then they talked about other gossip.

Xia Xiaochan, who got up and lay on the bed, looked at the mosquito net and the empty mandarin duck pillow. Her mouth was bitter and a sad smile appeared at the corners of her mouth.

It turned out that he had already had a side princess in his house. It turned out that he also had a first love. This first love was his cinnabar mole and a stunning beauty. Although this woman once swayed between him and another man, he just liked this woman and loved her to the bone.

Think of the first time they shared a room, think of his skilled skills, all the sweetness and commitment, and gave her a slap at this time, making her almost out of breath.

Although she has already become cold and thin, although she has long been a woman with firm mind, at this time, her heart is particularly hesitant.

She stretched out her palm and touched her stomach. With her palm, from waist to stomach, a bulge shook naughtily in her stomach with her actions.

Is this a child's palm or a child's foot? The child is the most innocent in the world. If she leaves now, they will become wild species without a father.

This is the only child in her two lives. She must make them safe, healthy and happy.

This is a kind of heartache, and my heart is torn. I even want to leave him immediately. The farther away from him, the better. But at this time, because of the child, I become firm again.

What is a man? It's just a thing, a pastime.

It turned out that from beginning to end, she had to herself.

In fact, although this comforted herself, she knew in her heart that the biggest reason why she didn't leave now was because she wanted to ask why.

Why... It hurts her so much.

Tears fell unconsciously, as if she felt her mother's heart was broken. The child in her belly began to beat violently. She took a deep breath very hard, suppressed the sadness and tried to calm her heart. It's just that the heart of the people is the most complex. Where does it mean that she can get it back when she gets it back?

In the next few days, Xia Xiaochan looked a little dying and didn't get up. The two servant girls thought it was Xia Xiaochan who was afraid of the cold and sleepy, and didn't think much.

On the new year's day, Xia Xiaochan got out of bed early.

After Xia Xiaochan got up, because she usually didn't pay much attention to dressing up, that day, she specially chose a colorful Phoenix hairpin inlaid with gemstones to wear on her head. Since she was pregnant, she never used fat powder again. On this day, she also specially chose fat powder to apply it.

Seeing her behavior, the two little servant girls on one side were different. For a moment, they looked at her with sympathy.

Xia Xiaochan looked as if nothing had happened, but she was bleeding in her heart. This sympathetic look made her feel more sad than anything.

But she has to wait. She always has to wait.

How could she be so willing to admit defeat?