Chapter 292 (1/2)
Tang Tang's back was injured and cast, and his upper body couldn't move. I can't even get the cup on the table.
”Don't move. I'll do it.”
”You?” As soon as Tang Tang saw Xin An, he twisted his eyebrows. His eyes were full of resistance and his tone was very impolite. ”What are you doing here?”
”To see you.” Xin an hands her the cup, but Tang Tang doesn't take it.
”Are you coming to see how miserable I am?”
”No, I'm here to thank you for saving him.”
”I saved him, not you. Why do you thank me for him? Do you know how ironic that sounds to me
”I don't care what you think. In short, I will be very grateful to anyone who saved ah hang.” Xin an touched her stomach with soft eyes.
Tang TangYun hates her ”softness”, because ”softness” represents satisfaction and happiness. Thinking of this, I can't help feeling sad for myself.
She doesn't regret that she blocked the gun for Fu Lixing. She just hopes that the man who blocked the gun will love her. Unfortunately, even if she died for him, he could not fall in love with her. When I think about it, I might as well die. Dead, at least can leave a place in his heart, can let Xin an envy.
”I didn't expect to lose to you.”
”Love is never a fight. If you regard it as a fight, you lose from the beginning. In fact, you did not lose anything to me, you are more beautiful than me, more capable than me, more brave than me. A lot of times, I envy you. ”
”Are you satirizing me? I'm better than you in everything, but I lose to you emotionally? ”
”That's because love is different from everything. It's not that hard work will pay off. You know that, too. ”
”Yes, I know! But I'm not willing to lose to an ordinary woman like you! ”
”In your opinion, I'm ordinary, but in ah Xing's eyes, I'm unique. If you think I can get his love without doing anything, you are wrong. I have done a lot for him and changed a lot for him. We have experienced many hardships along the way. Up to now, I have suffered a lot and suffered a lot, which you may not imagine. So, I don't have any advantages. It's just that you have your angle and you can't see it. ”
”Whatever you say, I don't think you deserve him.”
”How do you think it's useless? The most important thing is that a Xing thinks I'm the only one for him.”
Tang Tang was silent. Indeed, she lost miserably at this point. What if she's all resourceful? What if you try your best? If Fu Lixing does not love her, he does not.
All of a sudden, he became very desperate.
”You don't need to be so sad. In fact, not everyone you love can accompany you to the end. There are many people who are passers-by. They just accompany you for a short time before you meet the right one. It's like before, I always thought that Qiao Yi was my life, but later, when I met ah Xing, I felt that my paranoid self was really stupid. ”
”If I had only Joe in my heart, wouldn't I miss him? What a pity! So, believe me, you will meet people who really understand you and love you. At that time, if you look back, you will find yourself ridiculous. ”
”If I say that, you may think I'm hypocritical. However, I'm just a fool for love over the identity of people and you say these. You may not believe it now, but in the future, when you meet that person, you will believe what I say. ”
”If you live with evil thoughts, you will always be frightened and tired. So, isn't it good to make your life easier? During this period of time, I am also very tired. Until now, I am really relieved. Let go of yourself. You deserve better. Maybe it's not better, but it must be more suitable for you. ”
Tang Tang hates Xin'an, but he can't deny the truth of his words.
In fact, who doesn't know that there is no good result in the end? She has done everything she should, including something against her conscience. It's really tiring to be driven by hatred. It's not as free and easy as when I used to be a war reporter.
Sometimes, looking at herself in the mirror, she can't help asking, who is this terrible woman? Is it still Tang Tang who had great love at the beginning? It became so terrible that she hated it.
Trapped in a hopeless relationship, the most likely to let a woman's heart become narrow. Therefore, she should go back to the battlefield, to see the smoke filled world, to see another face of the world. It may be cruel, but she can report it so that the singing and dancing world can see that there are still some people suffering. That is her unshirkable mission.
”When I'm healed, I'll go back to England, and then to the war, and continue to be my journalist.”
”Well! That suits you! You are an ambitious girl, which is what I admire you most. Don't let a relationship ruin you. ”
”I don't want to hear you say these big truths. It's a cause I love, and it has nothing to do with you. Xin An, even if I give up a Xing, I will never forgive you for robbing him. ””If you think so now, maybe if you change the environment, you won't think so. Ah hang has become less important. Anyway, I hope everything goes well in the future, and I hope you can meet the person who treats you sincerely. ”
Outside the window, the sun is shining, everything is beautiful. Tang Tang can't help thinking that after the severe winter, her spring will come, and she will start a new life.
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Xin'an left the hospital and saw Qiao Yi get out of the car. ”What's the matter with you?”
”Last time you left a scarf, I'll give it back to you.” He handed her the paper bag. ”It's cold today. Put it on.”
”Thank you! It's a scarf. There's no need to send it here. ”
Joe knew that he just wanted to see her more. Now, all the suffering is over, and he has no reason to protect her. In the future, there may be few opportunities for them to meet! So he always wanted to see her more and say goodbye to her formally.
”Congratulations, it's finally the day.”
”Yes It's not easy... ” Xin'an shrugged, narrowed her eyes and had a smile on her face. ”But at last, he insisted. Insist, there will be a return, as long as I firmly believe in this relationship
”Well! You are a strong girl