Chapter 284 (1/2)

Fu Lixing came home after a busy day. The living room was dark without lights on.

”Wife, I'm back!” He called as usual, but sheen didn't greet him warmly.

He went into the room and found Xin an sitting on the balcony of the room, staring at the river in a daze. Thin body, as if at any time may be blown away by the night wind.

”Wife, I'm back.” Fu Lixing hugged her from behind and found her cold. ”Why do you wear so little? How to do with a cold? Come in and have a hot bath. ”

Sean didn't move.

”What's the matter? What happened? ”

Fu Lixing asked anxiously. Fu Baihong's side, he has arranged for people to watch closely, so there should be no action.

”Ann?”

Xin An's face had been white by the cold river wind, and the voice of Feng Qing still echoed in her ears. It's like falling into an abyss, surrounded by cold water, over her head, making her feel desperate.

”Ann, what's the matter with you? Don't scare me, OK? You talk Fu Lixing squatted in front of her, holding her face, ”An'an?”

For a long time, her eyes had a trace of focus, it seems to fall on him, and it seems not, eyes empty.

”You You're back... ” His voice was hoarse and he seemed to have cried.

”What's the matter with you? What happened? ”

”Nothing I I'm just a little cold... ” Xin an avoids his eyes in a hurry. She feels dirty and unworthy of his tense eyes and his care.

Did he know she was dirty a long time ago? However, he always pretended not to know, and still took care of her, which made her have no face to face him.

”Something must have happened, you tell me!”

”Really not You Are you hungry? I made dinner and I'll heat it for you. ” Then she hurriedly pushed his hand away, but Fu Lixing couldn't grasp it. She had already fled to the kitchen in a hurry, ”today I cooked a lot of dishes, bought your favorite Huajia, stir fried spicy, you will like it. You go and have a rest. It'll be hot soon. ”

She was so flustered that she accidentally burned her finger, and the pain was ”ah --”.

Fu Lixing grabbed her hand, and the tip of her index finger was red. ”What's the matter with you today? Tell me, don't worry me, OK? ”

”Nothing I'm really not feeling well Don't worry... ” Xin'an looks like she's completely lost. She constantly hypnotizes herself. As long as she thinks that nothing has happened, everything can go back to the past. The past is gone. She doesn't want to mention it again. It's terrible.

Fu Lixing held her shoulder, ”don't do that again. You tell me, ANN, you tell me!”

”I don't want to say Don't push me, will you? Please Don't push me

”What happened?”

”I don't want to say it! I don't want to! ” Xin'an struggled and roared, ”I don't want to! Why are you forcing me? ” She yelled and vented, and finally bowed her head. ”I'm so dirty I don't deserve you... ”

Her words have confirmed Fu Lixing's conjecture. That matter, has been bothering him, like a time bomb, he knew it would break out. The day finally arrived.

”I I've been raped I'm still in labor Why don't you ever tell me? ” She covered her face and cried, ”why pretend nothing happened?”

”An an...”

”I'm really dirty. Please don't be nice to me.”

”I love you, no matter what you have encountered, you are my favorite woman, in my heart are the most pure.”

”Don't say that again, please That only makes me feel more unworthy of you... ”

Fu Lixing closed his eyes, ”you're not dirty. I'm the one who's wrong! The man that night, it was me

Sheen was shocked and couldn't believe this amazing fact for a moment. ”What do you say? How, how could it be you? You lied to me

”I didn't cheat you. I recognized you from the first time I saw you! That night, you left a deep impression on me. I admit that when I met you again, my thoughts were very dirty. I just wanted to satisfy my body once again. But gradually, I fell in love with you. The more I love, the more I dare not say, because I am afraid of losing you! I know this day will come sooner or later, but I still lack courage

”I haven't seen you since that night. Until your mother told me that you were pregnant with my child and my father arrested you for forced abortion, I dare not tell you. I think, now that you have forgotten, forget it completely. I don't want you to be hurt twice. ”

Xin An's face was as white as a sheet of paper. ”It's you It's always been you You have known for a long time, but you have cheated me for so long. Do you know that you are selfish? ”

She rushed over, grabbed his clothes, tugged at them and complained. ”Do you know how cruel you are? You have no right to hide me! A few years ago, you almost ruined my life. Do you want to ruin me now? ””I didn't! How much I love you now, you know! But, just because I love you so much, I dare not say it all the time, because I'm afraid you hate me! Ann, in the past, none of us can expect today! Such a fate, none of us can choose, since it has passed, let it pass, OK? I'll stay with you until you forget. ”

”Forget?” Xin an wry smile, ”so dirty past, how can I forget? Xinfei, you've ruined me. Do I have to take it as our fate? I really can't... ” She has a bad headache now and doesn't know what to do. This relationship, can not give up, but, continue together, she is afraid of the future will leave a shadow.

”An an Along the way, we have gone through so many tribulations, anti separation and integration. Now this test, we can survive together. Even if you don't think about us, you should also think about the child. Do you have the heart to hurt him? ”

”Child?” Xin An's nose is sore at the thought of children.

This is their second child, the first one. She didn't even remember him.

Xin an couldn't help but feel sad.

”Sorry, I can't forget, at least, at least now I can't You leave me to calm down. ”

”An an...”

”Please...”

”OK, I'll go. You can stay at home.”