Chapter 274 (1/2)
In Gu QingHan's memory, this is the second time that ye Yao begged him to let her go. Last time, many years ago, when she was very young. Since then, she has been very stubborn to fight with him, even if hit head and blood, also want to fight with him in the end.
But now, she is so fragile, so pitiful, so miserable, stabbing Gu QingHan's heart like a needle. A man whose heart is higher than the sky can't help reddening his eyes at the moment.
”Yao Yao, I just want to protect you!”
”You are not protection, you are imprisonment Gu QingHan, let me go Don't make me hate you more I'm in pain, really in pain If it goes on like this, I will die... ”
Gu QingHan closed his eyes, his forehead protruded green tendons, and his voice was hoarse. ”For you, being by my side is more painful than death?”
”Yes You are my nightmare
When ye Yao said this, she had no hatred, but endless despair. It's like dying people, looking for the last glimmer of hope. She has been hollowed out and squeezed dry, and her eyes have almost no desire for life, no glory, but infinite darkness.
”Please let me go Please... ”
Gu QingHan wants to say no, she is his life, is the most important reason for him to live in this world. Without her, he would have died. So, he didn't want to let it go, let alone let it go. But her tears made him more miserable than a thousand arrows through his heart.
For a long time, Gu QingHan completely despair. ”You go...”
Ye Yao cried so hard that she didn't hear his voice clearly for a moment, until Gu QingHan growled excitedly. ”You go!”
She got up from the ground, like a small insect fleeing from the cobweb. She flapped her wings and wanted to fly out, but her strength was too weak. She faltered and fell several times, but she got up again.
Gu QingHan watched her run into the rain, vaguely thinking of the rainy night when he tore her, and she escaped from Gu's home. The thin body was attacked by the rainstorm and fainted. He held her and looked at her bleeding body. He was really afraid that she would die. For the first time in his life, he tasted fear.
Yao Yao, Yao Yao
There was a dead silence in the room.
Gu QingHan is sitting in a leather chair, and Xueer, the maid, kneels beside him to help him bandage. Looking at the long scar on her arm, she was very distressed.
She is the daughter of a servant. She grew up caring for her family, so they are childhood friends. When he came to city a, she followed him and continued to serve him.
In those years, her eyes have been chasing him, but she knew that her identity was humble, but she just fell in love with her silently. She never dared to expect that he would have a trace of heart to her. She knew that the woman in his life would appear sooner or later. When she was 18 years old, she finally appeared. Ye Yao, his stepmother's daughter, her eternal nightmare.
He's been smiling a lot since she appeared. Once upon a time, the man who was careless about everything began to have a trace of focus in his eyes.
Jing Ruoshui's eyes began to shine, closely following Ye Yao's every move. It's like a man who has been blind for many years, suddenly finds a ray of light and wants to hold it firmly. He is really good to Ye Yao. He is obedient and dotes on her. He uses all his tenderness on her.
At that time, she was already desperate, thinking that they would get married. She could only bury this love in her heart forever. However, that terrible rainy night changed everything. After that night, ye Yao took him as an enemy and avoided him. It was useless for him to ask her.
Two people torture each other for a long time, ye Yao fled to a city, also took his heart. After that, for a long time, he was depressed and drowned his worries every day. When he was drunk, he called her name and cried for her to come back. Three months later, he picked himself up and inherited the family business. She thought that he had been open to it. Who knew that was another way of self abuse.
He works from seven o'clock in the morning to early in the morning every day. Working for such a long time is almost like suicide. He suffers from stomach disease and goes to the hospital many times. As soon as he was discharged from hospital, he continued to abuse himself again and again, and his body was almost hollowed out.
Xueer sometimes really hates Ye Yao. She gets his love and is the luckiest woman in the world, but she not only doesn't cherish it, but also tramples on his heart wantonly, which makes him sad.
How she wished he could look at her, even if it was just a glance. She is the woman who loves him most in the world. She is willing to give everything for him.
”Young master, I'll wipe the medicine for you now. It will hurt a little.”
Xueer poured some liquid medicine and carefully put it on Gu QingHan's arm. The medicine was so strong that normal people couldn't stand it, but Gu QingHan didn't seem to feel it at all, and he was still staring at the front.
Xueer's eyes turned red. ”Young master, don't do this, OK? I know you're in pain
”Pain? What is pain? ” Gu QingHan took a sip of wine and laughed bitterly. ”You don't understand the pain. Compared with the pain of the heart, the pain of the body is nothing
”No I know what pain is, looking at your pain, my heart is also very painful, like being torn”Why?”
His eyes looked over, and Xueer immediately lowered her head nervously and muttered in confusion. ”I I... ”
”Do you love me?”
“…… It's... ” Nervous fingers are twisted together, face pale.
”Why?”
”Because Because you are a young master... ”
”Is it?” Gu QingHan pinches her face, and Xueer snorts with pain. ”Well Young master... ”
In that pair of deer general panic pupil, Gu QingHan see the love of strong forbearance. Afraid to be detected, but then the strong, fierce collision. Even if she doesn't speak, her feelings will come out of her eyes and can't hide at all.
”Do you love me?”
”I I dare not I'm just a maid... ”