Chapter 211 (2/2)
Fu Lixing was frustrated. She had a lot to say and tried to ease their relationship, but she couldn't make any effort. Because she rejected him from her heart, no matter what he said or did, it would only make her more disgusted.”Well, you have a rest. I'll let the nurse come with you.”
Fu Lixing still had some expectations in his eyes, but Xin an turned his back to him and looked out of the window, unwilling to look back at him again. He left with a silent sigh.
Walk out of the ward and stand in the corridor.
Cloudy day, the whole corridor is gloomy, the mood is more depressed.
He is now more than irritable, but self blame. The only consolation is that she's pregnant.
Being tormented by these two completely different moods, Fu Lixing's brow sometimes looks happy and sometimes depressed.
Touch a cigarette, just into the mouth, suddenly think of the baby.
He took it out again and wanted to smoke, but he didn't and threw it into the garbage can.
He didn't want her and the baby to smoke secondhand.
Maybe it's time to quit.
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Xin an was weak and stayed in the hospital for three days. During this period, Fu Lixing often came to see him, gave her food, bought flowers and helped her wash clothes. He did all this in silence and didn't dare to talk to Xin an more, but she resisted even these and kept driving him away.
At dusk, Xin an got out of bed and stood at the window, looking up at the clouds of fire in the sky. Her whole face was bathed in the golden sunset, with a kind of holy light.
It's getting colder and colder day by day. In the twinkling of an eye, it's autumn. She is thin and afraid of the cold. Now standing in the sunset, she feels a little warm.
The nurse came in holding the thermos, and was stunned by the light on Xin An's body. She thought she was so beautiful.
Pregnant women usually have a gentle maternal light, which makes them more moving. Unfortunately, she can't disclose her pregnancy.
She is a gentle and kind woman. She is polite to doctors and nurses, but to her husband, Mr. Fu, she will turn into a hedgehog in an instant.
In recent days, she has been with her, looking at what happened between them. She thinks that Mr. Fu must be the most perfect man in the world. So rich, so handsome, but can put down the figure, like an ordinary man love their own women. No, ordinary men can't compare with him. No one can compare with his thoughtfulness and patience.
Think of yesterday Xin an overturned thermos, hot porridge splashed on his hand that scene, the little nurse very distressed. And he didn't blame her. His first reaction was to see if her hand was scalded.
Such a good man, really can't find one in hundreds of millions of people, I really hope they quickly make up.
”Why don't you lie in bed? If it's cold, you will catch cold easily when you stand at the window. ”
”I don't want to lie down any more. It's more tiring to lie down.” Xin an smile, complexion is not good, even if the face plated with a layer of pale gold light, still hard to cover the pale face. Look blue.
”Oh! It's six o'clock. Have some soup
”He sent it?”
The little nurse didn't want to admit it, because he specially told her, but she couldn't lie, so she had to nod her head. ”It's chicken soup. Mr. Fu cooked it himself.”
”Pour it out!”
”How wasteful that is
”Then drink it for me. I can't drink it!”
She continued to look out of the window. The body was blown by the wind and became thinner.
The little nurse sighed, ”I know I'm an outsider. It's not convenient to say anything and I don't know your past. But judging from the situation of these three days, I think Mr. Fu is a good man. Most of all, he loves you very much. A man, if he doesn't love her very much, won't be so tolerant of a woman's little temper. ” She pursed her lips and continued. ”You should be content with it!”
”As long as he doesn't cheat or do something heinous, it's almost time for you to forgive him. Otherwise, if you lose such a good husband, it's too late for you to cry! ”
Xin an smiles bitterly.
Probably everyone thinks that in this relationship, it's her who is up to him. So, she's not qualified to take Joe in front of him. He loves her. She should be grateful and feel that she is the happiest woman in the world. Hold on to him tightly. Where can she get angry with him?
Such an unequal relationship, too tired.
She has been working hard to psychologically balance the relationship, self hypnotize them, and they can get along like ordinary couples. However, let alone those external factors, he is too strong in character, and she hates being controlled. Sooner or later, there will be problems.
And the most contradictory is that she knows there is a problem, but she is reluctant to let go. Just like now, no matter how hurt or angry she is, she never wants to break up with him.
She has already made up her mind that no matter how many difficulties and obstacles lie ahead, even if she steps on the thorns with blood dripping, she will go on unswervingly.
So, since we are determined to be with him, what should we do now? Continue the cold war? Has been consuming his patience?
Xin an doesn't know. Her head hurts when she thinks about it.
There was no appetite for dinner. The little nurse bought her a porridge. She couldn't drink it after drinking a little. She felt sick and wanted to vomit all the time. She asked the little nurse why she was like this. She also said vaguely that her stomach was too sour, but she didn't give her stomach medicine.Xin'an fell asleep again. She was in a daze. Suddenly, there was a ”bang -” sound outside. The whole room was illuminated by colorful lights.