Chapter 147 (1/2)
Fu Lixing said with a smile, ”not good!”
Actually shamelessly refused directly, * * *?
”You...” Xin an glared at him with her round eyes. Sitting on his lap like a child, trapped by him, what's the matter? She's as hot as a fire now. She's very uncomfortable. She's hot everywhere. In particular, the place where his arm touched aroused a current, which made her whole body numb and her face red.
”Your body is very soft...” Fu Lixing close to her ears, sniffed her taste, ”fragrance I also like, holding very comfortable...”
”That's the smell of shower gel!”
”No It's your taste... ” Like her, is probably the fragrance of her heart began. He knows what he is up to and goes deep. ”I like your taste I also like to hold you... ” The feeling of long absence is more missing than he thinks.
”Fu Lixing, don't do that We are over... ” Xin an put his hands against his chest, and tried hard to distance them. She knew that she had no resistance to him either physically or mentally, so she should keep a distance from him from the beginning, otherwise she would be hopelessly trapped.
”End? When do I say it's over? ”
”In the hospital corridor! I made it very clear! ”
”That's what you said Do you know what I think? ” Fu Lixing released an arm, pinched her jaw, and looked at her with burning eyes. ”Between us, it's never over...”
”Come on I don't want to make the same mistake for the second time. It turns out that we can't be together. It's meaningless for you to entangle like this... ”
”Is it a mistake to like someone? Can't help to a person, is it a mistake? So tell me, what's right? Continue to suffer in a wrong marriage, and that's right? ” She forced her mouth to open with a little force from the hand holding her jaw. He clearly saw that her pink gums and snow-white teeth were so lovely, but he always said something that made him sad.
”That's my business I can't afford your game
”I never spend time and energy on a game. You know very well whether I play with you or take you seriously.”
”I don't know!” Xin an reddened her eyes and felt wronged for a moment. ”You suddenly ignore me, even don't see one side, there are other women around so soon, what do you want me to think? It's I mentioned the end, how can you turn around and forget, so indifferent to me? It's like everything hasn't happened, you make me so embarrassed, so helpless... ”
”There are too many women around you, and I am so timid, selfish and cowardly. Why do I want to be your special case? With you, I really feel inferior I'm afraid I don't deserve you I'm afraid I'll be your disgrace... ”
These days, she has been very painful, frequent nightmares. She said that she broke up only because he came to the hospital suddenly, which disturbed her heart and made her feel flustered and angry for a moment. Women break up, most of them are eager to be retained, but he really left without looking back, completely driving her out of his world. She can't lick her face to save him, she can only accept the reality. But her heart was badly hurt.
Fu Lixing's heart was about to break. He loosened her jaw and held her face. ”Silly girl, you are never my disgrace. You are the woman I like...”
”I admit that it's emotional. I'm just angry that you don't care about me, otherwise it won't end casually. I'm angry with you. But I never wanted to let go, not for a second! I just think, maybe as soon as the distance is apart, you can recognize your heart more clearly. ”
But I feel so bad I miss you every day But I know not to I force myself to think about you or not, but all I see is you, and my brain is just like crazy, only you I don't know what happened to me I think what you think hurts I'm going to suffocate... ”
”That's because you love me, baby!” Fu Lixing laughed, ”if this can make your mind balance a little bit, I miss you crazily all the time! Every time I see you, I want to kiss you. God knows how much strength I have to use to control myself and pretend to be indifferent to you! ” She took her little hand to her heart and said, ”if you touch it, it hurts here, because you...”
”What shall we do? I don't want to be sorry for my father-in-law, but my heart is out of control... ”
Fu Lixing sighed, ”I understand your concerns, but his situation has been like that. Do you really want to ruin your happiness?”
Sean shook her head.
”Well, I won't force you. Find a suitable time to say to him again, before that, I will wait for you! But I don't want to torture each other any more. I'm indifferent to you. What hurts is my heart! ” Fu Lixing looked at her affectionately, ”let's make up, eh?”
Knowing it was time to refuse, Xin an nodded involuntarily.
”Good boy Fu Lixing kisses her lips and gently smoothes her eyebrows. ”Don't frown. I'm distressed.”
Cynthia bit her lips and curled her lips. ”It's not because of you?””I'm wrong. You beat me down?” Then she grabbed her little hand and patted her face. Xin an quickly shrunk her hand, ”don't...”
”Not angry?”
”What can I be angry about? It's me who said it's over. You should be angry! ” Now she's full of remorse. ”I'm sorry! I won't say that again
”Good! Let's turn this page! In fact, it's good to quarrel occasionally, which can enhance the relationship. If it wasn't for this, you wouldn't know how much you love me! ” Fu Lixing pinched her pretty little nose, ”little girl, you love to toss me!”
”So what? Feelings are noisy. ” Xin'an raised her chin. ”Are you old, uncle? Can't you stand the trouble?”