Chapter 139 (1/2)

Xin an replied, ”Yeyao is my friend. What's the problem with me living in her home?”

”She's not a good person!”

”Birds of a feather flock together. She is not a good person, neither am I! You're not a good person, either, with your friends who often hang out in nightclubs

Qiao Yi a pick eyebrow tip, ”now slow over spirit, have the strength to quarrel?”? But I'm not here to fight with you! ” In such a quiet night, looking at the dim yellow street lamp in the distance, perhaps because she was around, he unconsciously took off his thorns and turned to show a little fragile color, murmuring, ”this time, I'm not doing well...”

Xin an thought that he had heard wrong, and slowly turned his face. He saw a light melancholy in Qiao Yi's eyes. She knew that he was under a lot of pressure. A childe brother who was not familiar with the world suddenly had to take on the responsibility of the whole Qiao family, and he had to worry about his seriously ill father. In the honey pot bubble big emperor proud son, not compared to her, in fact, the ability to resist pressure is not how line.

The whole responsibility of Qiao, as long as give time, Qiao Yi will slowly bear up, the pain in his heart, in fact, is because of Qiao's illness. That's clear to Sean. Therefore, she seldom mentioned Joe's solemnity in front of him.

”The doctor said that my father's condition has deteriorated again!” Qiao Yi sighed. He was so tired that he pinched his eyebrows. ”I've thought about all the ways, but the situation is getting worse and worse! I don't know when he will... ”

”Now there are many patients with gastric cancer who can live for a long time through active treatment and keeping a healthy attitude! Life and death, people can not escape this pass, but live one more day is one more day, dad will not compromise to the disease

”I don't know I really don't know... ” Qiao Yi wry smile, ”I don't even know, why at this time, I most want to see you! I came home, facing the empty house, full of you! I've also thought about how hard it was for you to be alone in your empty house in the first few years of marriage! ” He looked at her with a trace of guilt in his eyes. ”Xin'an, did I really hurt you deeply?”

In Xin An's memory, the loneliness, sadness and tears of the past 1000 days and nights have gradually become blurred. However, it did exist. It was in those thousand days and nights that she slowly gave up on him. No matter what kind of passion she once had, she loved him deeply. Up to now, she has been completely cool, like stagnant water!

”I used to be a real jerk, didn't I?”

”It's not easy to say that from your mouth...” Sheen laughed. ”I didn't think you'd ever realize that! You are scum, but I also have a bad place, at that time not sensible, think unilateral pay will be rewarded! Later I learned that wishful thinking hurt people so much! Hurt you, hurt myself! Fortunately, this mistake is coming to an end. ”

”But I don't want to end...”

Xin an Zheng Zheng, in Qiao Yi's eyes saw a persistent, not just impulsive words.

Qiao Yi said: ”since we all made mistakes in the past, why don't we even it out? I'm really tired, I need a person to accompany me, in addition to you, I can't think of other people! In recent years, no matter how we quarreled or tortured each other, you are always the one who knows me best. I don't have the strength to meet someone again, to understand and to run in. I just want to be with you and keep this home! ”

”Yes, I know you! What do you like and what don't you like? I remember everything clearly, even the details, when I know you. I know you better than I know myself. But do you know me? Don't you know what time I go to bed, what time I get up, what car I drive, what punctuation I usually use for texting, and what size of shoes I wear? ”

Qiao Yi was dumb. He couldn't even answer a question. He didn't even know the brand of her car, because he didn't care to know anything about her before.

”It's a lot easier to be with someone who knows who you are, but it's just one-sided. Frankly speaking, I've passed the age when I feel very happy even if I pay for one person. I can't afford that kind of consumption. You want to find someone who knows you, I also think, I am very selfish, I don't want to pay any more! ”

”As long as you give me a chance, I will gradually understand! Those, only need time, as long as I have the determination, I will be able to... ”

Xin an shakes his head, ”don't say anything else, I cheated, just this point, you can't accept it! Even if you say yes and even now, I won't believe it. When you touch me in the future, you won't remember that I did the same thing with another man? You must drive yourself crazy

”I don't want to think about the future!” Qiao Yi interrupts her irritably, ”I only know that I want you to accompany me now! I don't know when I need you! You and his things, I will so mind, not only because of the so-called self-esteem, but because I care about you I have regarded you as my woman for a long time

”I don't know, it's too complicated!” Xin an didn't want to think deeply, ”in fact, I quite understand your current situation, Dad's things make you very upset, very vulnerable, you need a person to accompany you! People are like this, there is a person to tide over the difficulties, the difficulties will not be so severe! Don't worry, I'm not as greedy as you think. Dad is very kind to me. I'll repay him. I'll accompany you during this period. Let's wait until he gets better about the divorce! ”Qiao Yi is very hurt, look depressed, ”so, you must divorce?”

Silence represents affirmation.

Qiao Yi suddenly felt that he was ridiculous. He came here in the middle of the night, lowered his figure and tried to save a woman who had changed her heart. Is it meaningful? It's just self humiliation!

Anything can be solved, but if a person's heart changes, it really can't be retrieved! He can only be glad that at least now they still have his father as a link, at least there is a marriage, once the divorce, he and she really ended.

He can't remember when he was sad for a woman last time. It was several years ago. It was just a matter of fate. He would be sad for a woman he once despised most.

The atmosphere was too heavy to breathe. ”Thank you for buying me medicine tonight. I don't want to go home for the time being. Go back and have a rest early.”