Part 20 (1/2)
They all listened. Strange indeed to think of Lulu as having had experiences of which they did not know.
”Yes,” she said. ”It was in Savannah, Georgia.” She flushed, and lifted her eyes in a manner of faint defiance. ”Of course,” she said, ”I don't know the names of all the different instruments they played, but there were a good many.” She laughed pleasantly as a part of her sentence.
”They had some lovely tunes,” she said. She knew that the subject was not exhausted and she hurried on. ”The hall was real large,” she superadded, ”and there were quite a good many people there. And it was too warm.”
”I see,” said Cornish, and said what he had been waiting to say: That he too had been in Savannah, Georgia.
Lulu lit with pleasure. ”Well!” she said. And her mind worked and she caught at the moment before it had escaped. ”Isn't it a pretty city?”
she asked. And Cornish a.s.sented with the intense heartiness of the provincial. He, too, it seemed, had a conversational appearance to maintain by its own effort. He said that he had enjoyed being in that town and that he was there for two hours.
”I was there for a week.” Lulu's superiority was really pretty.
”Have good weather?” Cornish selected next.
Oh, yes. And they saw all the different buildings--but at her ”we” she flushed and was silenced. She was colouring and breathing quickly. This was the first bit of conversation of this sort of Lulu's life.
After supper Ina inevitably proposed croquet, Dwight pretended to try to escape and, with his irrepressible mien, talked about Ina, elaborate in his insistence on the third person--”She loves it, we have to humour her, you know how it is. Or no! You don't know! But you will”--and more of the same sort, everybody laughing heartily, save Lulu, who looked uncomfortable and wished that Dwight wouldn't, and Mrs. Bett, who paid no attention to anybody that night, not because she had not been introduced, an omission, which she had not even noticed, but merely as another form of ”tantrim.” A self-indulgence.
They emerged for croquet. And there on the porch sat Jenny Plow and Bobby, waiting for Di to keep an old engagement, which Di pretended to have forgotten, and to be frightfully annoyed to have to keep. She met the objections of her parents with all the batteries of her coquetry, set for both Bobby and Cornish and, bold in the presence of ”company,”
at last went laughing away. And in the minute areas of her consciousness she said to herself that Bobby would be more in love with her than ever because she had risked all to go with him; and that Cornish ought to be distinctly attracted to her because she had not stayed. She was as primitive as pollen.
Ina was vexed. She said so, pouting in a fas.h.i.+on which she should have outgrown with white muslin and blue ribbons, and she had outgrown none of these things.
”That just spoils croquet,” she said. ”I'm vexed. Now we can't have a real game.”
From the side-door, where she must have been lingering among the waterproofs, Lulu stepped forth.
”I'll play a game,” she said.
When Cornish actually proposed to bring some music to the Deacons', Ina turned toward Dwight Herbert all the facets of her responsibility. And Ina's sense of responsibility toward Di was enormous, oppressive, primitive, amounting, in fact, toward this daughter of Dwight Herbert's late wife, to an ability to compress the offices of stepmotherhood into the functions of the lecture platform. Ina was a fountain of admonition.
Her idea of a daughter, step or not, was that of a manufactured product, strictly, which you constantly pinched and moulded. She thought that a moral preceptor had the right to secrete precepts. Di got them all. But of course the crest of Ina's responsibility was to marry Di. This verb should be transitive only when lovers are speaking of each other, or the minister or magistrate is speaking of lovers. It should never be transitive when predicated of parents or any other third party. But it is. Ina was quite agitated by its transitiveness as she took to her husband her incredible responsibility.
”You know, Herbert,” said Ina, ”if this Mr. Cornish comes here _very_ much, what we may expect.”
”What may we expect?” demanded Dwight Herbert, crisply.
Ina always played his games, answered what he expected her to answer, pretended to be intuitive when she was not so, said ”I know” when she didn't know at all. Dwight Herbert, on the other hand, did not even play her games when he knew perfectly what she meant, but pretended not to understand, made her repeat, made her explain. It was as if Ina _had_ to please him for, say, a living; but as for that dentist, he had to please n.o.body. In the conversations of Dwight and Ina you saw the historical home forming in clots in the fluid wash of the community.
”He'll fall in love with Di,” said Ina.
”And what of that? Little daughter will have many a man fall in love with her, _I_ should say.”
”Yes, but, Dwight, what do you think of him?”
”What do I think of him? My dear Ina, I have other things to think of.”
”But we don't know anything about him, Dwight--a stranger so.”