676 She Decided To Cling To The Good Old Times (1/2)
Perhaps she had been anticipating it for too long, so she eventually got tired of it. She did not find any joy when her dream finally came true.
Was it because there was a change in her heart, or was it because she no longer trusted him?
Gu Xijiu was not someone who liked to do things sloppily and hesitantly. She preferred a swift and ruthless decision.
If he were heartless, she would let him go. Once she made him go, there would be no turning back.
It was her attitude of love and principle in life.
She thought that it was impossible for her to be with Long Siye anymore. He had once been unworthy of her love. No matter what he did to make it up to her, he would never be able to fix the scars that he had left in her heart.
However, what they had was, in fact, a tremendous misunderstanding. Long Siye had made a big choice during the event when Gi Xijiu was young, thus letting her down. Even though the things that he did were a little irrelevant, everything he did he did it for her.
Could she turn back?
After all, in life, it was hard for two people to fall in love.
Logically, she knew that she should forgive him and reunite with him again. However, she really could not let it go from her emotional aspect. She could not handle falling into the same situation again.
Back then, Long Xi made her feel warm. Now, Long Siye managed to give her a sense of warmth, as well. When she was with him, sometimes she could feel the slow and steady flow in time.
Perhaps, she decided to cling to the good old times.
”Shall we go and release the river lanterns?” Long Siye suggested.
Gu Xijiu shook her head, ”I am afraid not.”