225 Forcing Fruits to Ripen is Indeed Not Sweet… (1/2)
And everything she did was based on the prerequisite of what Long Xi liked, she purposely suppressed her own thoughts.
In fact, she enjoyed the life in big cities, even if there were lots of entertainment, they were at least lively and popular.
She was actually afraid of being lonely. Disco dancing, karaoke, online games…she loved all these things that youths liked to do with their time; she did not like to drink tea but rather alcohol, but she quenched her thirst with either mineral water or various fruit juices…
Actually, the hobbies and interests which both of them shared were not many, but she wanted to adapt to him at that time, and thus forced herself to like many things he did.
And on the other hand, Long Xi had always thought that they shared many common interests…
In fact, her interests were different from his - forcing fruits to ripen is indeed not sweet…
She used to think that if he was around, that would be enough, regardless of where she was. Therefore, she said jokingly that ‘where you are, is where my heart returns to’.
After she said this, her heart was throbbing fast. Meanwhile, he responded by stroking her hair, smiled and said nothing.
She thought that he was cold and was not good in expressing himself at that time. But when she recalled, he must have felt disdainful but he did not refute as a means to deal with her.
She was after all his fiancé’s backup organ; how could he love her wholeheartedly?!
Otherwise, how would he be willing to cut out her heart to save another woman?
If he truly loved her, even just a tad bit, he would not have done that!
He probably had some unspeakable problems, but these were not the reasons to betray her. She had only one heart, and the moment when he cut it out, their relationship would also be over and done with!
He should not have loved her, even if he probably liked her a little, it was still considered worthless in his heart…
Now that he was showing so much affection, what was his plan against her, really?