Part 20 (1/2)

Something about this explanation didn't satisfy me, although Roble was nodding sagely as Thrennick spoke. Morlock wasn't nodding or making any other sign that he agreed, so I asked him, ”What do you think?”

Reluctantly Morlock said, ”Thrennick may be right, as far as he goes. But the writing in the agent's messages to Vennon is Charis's. I think Charis wrote the message which lured us into the city, also. And I read the life-scroll of the watch-golem in Charis's house, the one you stopped. It was instructed to kill any human who entered the house; there was no exception specified for Charis himself. He wrote that, too.”

”Maybe it was just an accident?”

”Eh. Charis doesn't make mistakes with golems. If he made that golem, and presumably the other golems in the house, a danger to himself, it must have been deliberate in some way.”

”Why?”

I thought he was just going to shrug again, and if he had I swear I would have gotten up on my feet and beaten the snot out of him. But what he said was, ”Charis sold off little bits of himself until there was nothing left but the bargains he had made, and the fear of breaking them.”

”So?”

”Death ends fear. Maybe you can't understand that.”

I tried to tell him that I did understand, and that I wasn't sure he was right about Charis, and how Charis had understood how I felt about Naeli and being grateful, and that was why I had done what I'd done, but I wasn't sure it was enough- ”No,” said Morlock interrupting me.

”No?” I asked, a little angry. Who was he to tell me how I felt?

”You owe Naeli nothing. She owes you nothing. That's not why you risked everything to save her. You are not debts on each other's balance sheets.”

”What is it then?” Roble asked.

Morlock shrugged. ”The bond of blood. Blood has no price! You don't buy it or sell it. When the need arises you shed your own to protect your own, and you don't count the cost.”

I was appalled. Charis's balance sheets of debt and obligation I could understand. The fierce credo of blood-loyalty announced by this cold-eyed white-faced man was too irrational. I couldn't believe it any more than I could have reached the river of fire running behind us: it was completely impractical. Suppose you didn't like someone you were related to? What about people you weren't related to: what did you owe them?

Roble seemed to be thinking along these lines. He said to Morlock, ”What about you and us? We're not your blood.”

”Aren't you?” Morlock asked.

”Are we?”

Morlock looked away toward the burning river. After a moment he said, ”My people-the people who raised me-said there were two kinds of blood: given and chosen. The blood you're born into is given. The kins.h.i.+p you choose is no less binding.”

”Makes sense,” said Roble casually, and turned to Thrennick, who was standing nearby with a few of his soldiers, all of whom wore rather blank looks. ”You've caught up with Venison's troops and cancelled their orders,” he said, ”so what happens next?”

”Officially,” Thrennick said, ”I'm to take you all into custody and bring you back for questioning.”

”And unofficially?” Roble asked.

”Unofficially, I'm supposed to slip a knife into Morlock here and bring his head back to the new commander as proof he's dead.”

”And actually?”

”Oh, I suppose you all will have gotten away while I wasn't looking. I'd like to bring Charis back, though. It might mean a promotion for me; the new commander would like to know what kind of information he was selling to the Khroi, and for how long.”

”He'll be with Naeli at our rendezvous point,” Morlock said.

”Let me send my men with these trackers back to their barracks; me and one of my soldiers will tag along with you.”

He must have gone to do that, because the next thing I remember was someone whining with a Sarkunden accent, ”Why do I always get picked for these rotten jobs?”

”Because,” Thrennick replied, ”I like to know who's behind me and, whenever there's a fight, there you are behind me. You and my b.u.t.t, Tervin.”

I tried to get to my feet, but Roble just picked me up and started to carry me. I tried to tell him I was still bleeding and he'd get stuff all over him, but he just told me to shut my piehole. My piehole, like the rest of me, was pretty d.a.m.n tired by then, so I did as he suggested and pretty soon fell asleep.

”I don't like the sound of it,” Thrennick was saying when I woke up.

We were still underground, not too far from the fiery river; I could tell by the red gloom in the air. We were standing at the foot of a steep black cliff. The men were all staring upward with listening looks, so I tried to listen, too. What I thought I heard, from high above in the red gloom, was the clash of metal on metal.

”If your people are fighting someone,” Thrennick was saying to Roble, ”I don't think they're our soldiers.”

”Then,” said Morlock, and gestured at either side of the cliff. Following his gesture, I saw there were two narrow paths climbing upward.

”Huh?” said Thrennick, and then, ”Oh, I get it. We go this way, you go that way. All right, why not?”

”Uncle Roble,” I said as the two soldiers turned to the left and started scaling the narrow path, ”I can walk.”

”Good,” said my uncle grimly. ”I think I'm going to have to use my hands.”

He meant he'd need to fight, of course, but we used both hands and feet to scramble that steep crooked rockslide pretending to be a path. I was thinking about asking Roble whether he wanted to give his favorite niece a piggyback ride when I noticed the clas.h.i.+ng had gotten a lot louder.

”This is it,” Roble said to Morlock, who nodded. They both looked back at me. ”Stay out of this,” Roble said firmly, and Morlock said the same thing without saying anything.

”Hey!” I said. ”As if I want to get my head cut off after everything I've been through.”

That wasn't really an answer, of course, but what did they think ... that I wanted to get my head cut off, after everything I'd been through?

Morlock, who was in the lead, drew his sword. It was weird looking, more like dark gla.s.s than metal, with pale veins of lighter crystal running through it. Roble drew his shorter, broader blade and leaped up to stand by Morlock on the narrow ledge. They stood there for a second and I almost caught up with them, poking my head up over the level of the ledge. Between their legs I could just see what was going on, but I didn't understand it at first.

This is what I saw, or thought I saw: my mother and my brothers and Charis, surrounded by a bunch of little men all wearing the same weird costume. It was a funny dark purplish color and s.h.i.+ny, like the sh.e.l.l of a beetle. They had k.n.o.bby armored legs, and each costume had three legs and three arms. And on their heads they wore buglike pyramidal masks with one eye on each face of the pyramids. The ends of their arms were covered by metallic sheaths with long clawlike protrusions. They could stab with the points like foils, or slash with the edges like sabers.

Then I realized the obvious: they weren't men, and those weren't costumes. But they were attacking my mother and brothers. There were so many of them-I'm not sure how many, but a lot. Only the narrowness of the ledge was working in my family's favor. But, Death and justice, they looked desperate, and my mother and Thend had blood on their faces. They were facing us, with these beasties facing them. Beyond them Stador and Bann were fighting against another crowd of monsters on the other side of the ledge. In the middle sat Charis, doing nothing for anybody, even himself. It wasn't clear if the bug-things were trying to capture him or rescue him from Naeli and company, but he couldn't have been more indifferent either way.

”Khroi,” Morlock muttered to Roble. ”Watch out: they have three arms.”

”Noticed,” Roble replied, obviously pleased to be more taciturn than Morlock for once.

”Eh,” Morlock replied wittily, and they charged into the battle.

There were at least five ranks of the buglike Khroi between Roble and Morlock and the rest of my family. The men took out the first rank almost before the Khroi knew they were there.

What, you think they should have announced themselves and cried out a challenge, all orderly and sportsmanlike? Try it when your family's life is at stake. Personally I was glad those sneaky b.a.s.t.a.r.ds were on our side.

I was glad, but I wanted to do something. The joy on Naeli's wounded face when she saw Roble and Morlock was a beautiful and painful thing to see. I wanted to earn a piece of that, honestly; I was always pretty jealous where my mama was concerned, I guess. But it was more than that: Naeli was fighting for her life, for my brother's lives, and what was I supposed to do, just stand there on a pile of rocks?

Then it occurred to me: I was standing on a pile of rocks.

I wasn't reckless about it; I realized that a bunch of ill-thrown missiles could hurt my people more than the buglike Khroi. But some well-thrown ones ... they might at least have some surprise effect.