Part 23 (1/2)

When she got to the hospital and caught a first glimpse of him, sitting up against the pillows, sucking juice through a straw, her courage gave out. But he looked up suddenly as if he'd sensed her presence, and smiled and waved her in. That gaunt smile was the worst thing of all, she decided, but she choked back the sick feeling and fixed a smile on her own face and stepped forward.

'You look better today,' she said brightly. 'There's colour in your face.'

'I am feeling a bit more myself. Sorry if I was dozy yesterday. Suzanne's just popped out to do some shopping. How are you?'

'Umm . . .' She wasn't sure whether she should say anything, but then his eyes probed her and she launched into it. 'It's been a bad twenty-four hours, actually.'

He nodded. 'Panic stations, eh?' He indicated the TV on the wall facing the bed. 'I saw Hadden-Vane's performance, and Sharpe's press statement. But we've seen it all before.'

She heard his rea.s.suring, steadying voice, and wondered how she could tell him that it was worse, much worse.

'Sharpe has decided to put Chivers in charge,' she said.

He frowned. 'Well, can't be helped. In terms of his own accountability, Sharpe probably should have done it a week ago. You'll get on with old Cheery all right. Just play it by the book. That's what he likes.'

'I won't get that chance, Brock. None of us will. He's brought his own team in. We spent this morning briefing them. We're being . . . dispersed.'

'Dispersed?'

'a.s.signed to other commands.'

A low growl rumbled in Brock's throat.

'And Chivers has taken over Queen Anne's Gate.'

He looked startled, then slowly shook his head.

She waited, giving him a chance to say something before she broached the final thing. At last, when he said nothing, his expression unreadable, she took the envelope out of her pocket and said, 'I've written my letter of resignation. I'll post it downstairs when I leave.'

'You'll do no such thing,' he said quietly. 'A building's just a building and the team could benefit from a change for a while, but you're not going to sacrifice your career for that corrupt windbag. What on earth are you thinking of?'

'The team's being broken up permanently. Sharpe says it's no longer viable, and it's my fault entirely. I'm sorry, I was impatient. I showed my hand before I was ready. I deserved to be crushed. But you and the team don't. I've ruined everything you've worked for.' She took a breath and shook her head. 'I just feel so b.l.o.o.d.y stupid and inept. It's not as if I hadn't seen it all before. I let him do to me what he did to Tom Reeves-I set him up and then had him pull the rug out from under me, in full public view.'

'This is nothing like what Tom Reeves did. Tom set himself up, getting evidence by breaking the law. I take it you haven't done that?'

'No.'

'Good.' He gave a sigh of exasperation. 'Come on, Kathy, this isn't like you. You're tired, aren't you? But you're a fighter, and your instincts are spot on. You know as well as I do that that man is bent. I'll bet a pound to a penny that there's a ton of stuff about him and Moszynski that he's desperate to keep hidden.'

Kathy bowed her head. 'Yes.'

Brock was scratching his beard. 'That last bit about keeping the receipts, remember that? Bit odd, wasn't it?'

Kathy nodded. 'I thought he must have primed the interviewer to ask that question.'

'Exactly! That was his hidden confession. He couldn't help himself. The c.o.c.k of the walk, preening himself in front of an audience of millions, he just had to say it. Moszynski paid for my tarts, but you'll never be able to prove it.'

Kathy thought about it. 'He's probably right.'

'You'd better tell me everything that's been happening while I've been out of it.'

So for the next couple of hours she did, taking him through the investigation step by step. He said little as she spoke, as if soaking it all in. At times his eyes closed and she thought he'd fallen asleep, but when she paused he'd murmur a question and she'd resume.

Finally Suzanne came back and put a stop to it.

'Don't worry, Kathy,' Brock said as she got up to leave. 'We'll sort it out.' He really sounded eager, as if, having returned from the dead, the prospect of a battle ahead was invigorating. But all Kathy could feel was defeat.

TWENTY-FIVE.

Over the following days Kathy withdrew. She occupied herself with swimming, cleaning and repainting her flat, taking long walks and going to the movies. She wanted to avoid a.n.a.lysing what had happened, but the world outside kept intruding, forcing her to confront it. For a start there were the newspapers, and radio and TV coverage, which she could hardly avoid, especially the Sunday papers which were full of the story. There was general respect for the Hadden-Vanes' confession, which was seen as brave and a welcome change from the hypocrisy that usually surrounded MP s.e.x scandals in the UK. There was also much rehas.h.i.+ng of the Russian question, and of the police investigation. There were even a few photographs of Kathy herself.

Then there was her friend Nicole Palmer, who worked in police records for the National Identification Service and whose partner was an MPS detective, and who told her of the rumours and opinions that were circulating within the force. There was general agreement that the higher echelons had failed to support Kathy as they should, and that breaking up the team was a disgrace. Kathy would have taken more comfort from this if she hadn't felt that Sharpe and his bosses were justified in the way they'd reacted.

Kathy also had calls from several team members-Dot, Pip and Bren-all anxious to know how she was coping, and letting her know where they had been posted. Most surprising was a call from Zack, who told her that they'd decided to keep him on at Queen Anne's Gate to manage the new computers. He offered to keep her informed of developments.

John Greenslade also called, several times, before she finally rang him back.

'Kathy! I'm so glad you've rung. I've been worried about you. Are you all right?'

'I'm fine, John, thanks. How are you?'

'Terrible. I'm feeling very guilty.'

'Why's that?'

'It was all my fault, wasn't it? If I hadn't cast doubt on the letter to The Times, you wouldn't have turned your attention to the MP, and none of this would have happened.'

'There was a lot more to it than that, John.'

'All the same . . . I'd feel happier if I could talk it through with you, face to face. Would you do that? For an ex- consultant?'

She laughed. 'From an ex-detective.'

'They haven't kicked you out, have they?'

'Not yet. The resignation letter's in my bag.'

'You mustn't do that, Kathy! Please, let's talk it through.'

So in the end she agreed to meet him one day for lunch. But not yet. She wasn't ready for it yet.

She also met with Brock each day. Suzanne had now been away from her business for almost a month, and was having to spend time in Battle, commuting back up to London each evening to visit him in hospital. Kathy usually called in each morning, and after discussing whatever had come up of interest in the papers they might play a few hands of gin rummy, or a game of chess. But Kathy had brought him his laptop and copied her flash drive case records onto it, and inevitably his attention would stray back to the larger and more interesting puzzle of the murders in Chelsea.

One day he seemed particularly preoccupied, and finally said, 'The whole investigation relies on one premise: that Peebles mistook Nancy Haynes for Marta Moszynski. But if that's not true, nothing else makes sense, does it?'

'No.' Kathy felt a familiar reluctance to go over it all again, and picked up the pack of cards and began shuffling.