Chapter 303 (1/2)
Gu Yun's body is not enough to support the long journey for the time being. Pei Zixi suggested that he should leave for a while. After he resigned, many colleagues in the past came to visit him. When Xie Jingyu came this day, Xie Jingxi just sent a group of people away. Seeing that his face was not good, he asked, ”I heard that you want to resign. Why?”
”Let me see my brother-in-law. How is he now?”
”Resting.” Xie Jingxi looked at him suspiciously. ”It's really all right. Don't you know you're not good at hiding things?”
Xie Jingyu's Taoism can't escape his sister's eyes. Anyway, he didn't intend to hide, so he said solemnly, ”sister, it's not good news. Our grandmother, she, she's gone...”
Xie Jingxi didn't come back for a moment. Xie Jingyu was stunned when she saw her and said anxiously, ”sister, don't be depressed. I know you must be uncomfortable, but you can't avoid it when you are old. I have to go and see if it's not. I've resigned and plan to go back with Anning to be filial to her old man. Sister, don't keep silent.”
Xie Jingxi shook her head and realized that she had just heard the fact that her grandmother had gone. She would never see her grandmother again. This was the only thought in her head at present.
”When did it happen?”
”Just last month, I just received the news that I died without illness and went very peacefully.” Xie Jingyu noticed his sister's reflection, but he was not as sad as he thought, but he didn't know, ”sister, why don't you cry for a while...”
Xie Jingyu really didn't know how to talk. His sister gave him a white look. ”When will you start with the princess? If I can, I can go back with you.”
”Elder sister, my brother-in-law is not feeling well. Why don't you stay and look after him for the time being? I and Anning kowtow to your grandmother for you. It's already like this. Let's blame ourselves or be sad. It can't make up for anything. Your heart for your grandmother, she knows that she wants to kowtow and offer incense later. Anyway, it's important to take care of the living.”
Xie Jingxi rubbed his stiff face. ”You're right. Fortunately, you and the princess. Knock more heads for me. We'll go there when your brother-in-law is better.”
There seems to be nothing wrong. Xie Jingyu remembered what his daughter-in-law had told him and said that elder sister would not cry in front of him. The more calm she was, the more heartbroken she was. She had to pay attention not to let her get bored and let her talk more. But his stupid mouth probably couldn't stimulate his sister's desire to speak. In a few words, he didn't know what to say.
Xie Jingxi looked at him: ”if you have nothing to do, go back quickly. Don't you want to start South immediately? Go back and pack up your things. The princess can follow you. You have to treat her well.”
Er, it's true that the princess could follow him to leave Beijing. He didn't dare to think, ”sister, I'll go. Don't take it too seriously. If you're sad, just cry for a while.”
Xie Jingyu really wants to smoke his two mouths. Why can't he talk like this? How can sister-in-law behave too sad like this? Isn't it a barrier for him?
Of course, Xie Jingxi wouldn't block Gu Yun in front of him. He came to the room alone, sat in the corner, and slowly recalled some things about his grandmother. Then, while recalling, he thought, why didn't he feel sad in his imagination? It's normal to cry like Jing Yu said. At least others seem normal and seem to cry, You can rest assured.
Did she experience too much to polish her feelings, rise and fall behind, and life and death become insignificant. Otherwise, how can she support a greater difference she will face in the future?
But she always owed her grandmother. She couldn't help seeing her last side in the last life. She still couldn't help it in this life, because she knew Ann was lost. She didn't know how to go back to face the old man. Then she dragged on for more than ten years. Finally, it was time to put everything down, but her grandmother couldn't wait.
Then she began to regret now. Compared with some shameless regrets before her death, life and death is the regret that she can't face forever, isn't it? She really did a stupid thing.
From this point of regret, the sad mood began to spread. She was annoyed that she thought she knew everything, but she still couldn't avoid doing stupid things. After missing this life, there was no chance to start again. Her fate with her grandmother was over.
There was a slight sob in the corner of the room, and then it gradually spread and expanded. Xie Jingxi was so sad that she almost ran out of tears in her life.
Gu Yun stood outside the door and listened for a while. She probably imagined that she would cry like this in two or three years. She was ready to enjoy her post-death treatment in advance. She was not willing to interrupt her. It would be good to cry. Most afraid that he would dry up her tears and couldn't cry, so she was designated to get sick.
He still hoped that she could spend the rest of her life safely, even if she remarried.
When the sobbing sound in the room was less, Gu Yun pushed the door in. He waited outside for a long time. His hands and feet were cold. He rubbed his hands in place before going to the corner and standing in front of his daughter-in-law with red eyes, ”ah Xi, let's save some tears.” it's best to leave it to him.
Xie Jingxi looked at him blankly, ”how did you come here?”
Gu Yun pointed to the wall behind her. ”Don't you know that the king of Jin's residence is particularly Jerry built? The wall is not very thick.” he sat down and hugged her. ”Grandma left. We're not ashamed to cry. Why do we hide alone? When the old man left, I cried in front of you. I can't just laugh at me. Come on, jump on me if you want to cry. I don't laugh at you.”
Xie Jingxi couldn't laugh or cry. The rest of the sadness was stirred by him. He didn't want to cry at all, ”In fact, I didn't want to cry, but I was annoyed that I was sometimes confused. Did you say it was foolish to hide from my grandmother about knowing Ann and didn't dare to see her? My grandmother knew me so well. I don't say she guessed. I didn't take the children there. There must have been an accident. I didn't see her again until I died for this reason.”
”You and your grandmother still care about what you do. She won't blame you if she knows you. Relatives don't have to stay in front of you day and night to cherish, and they cherish good intentions.” he said patiently along her hair, ”let's go to see her in a while, and she won't blame you.”