Part 31 (2/2)
She turned to her dressing table. ”Well, I do wish you'd stayed for a paper. Now we've got to wait till to-morrow and goodness only knows--”
She was fastening something about her throat and held her breath in the operation. She released it and said, ”Just fancy, war! I never thought it would be. What will happen first? Will they--” She held her breath again. She said, ”It's too annoying about those papers coming so late.
If they haven't arrived when you go off to-morrow you can tell Jones he needn't send them any more. He's one of those independent sort of tradesmen who think they can do just what they like. Just fancy actually having war with Germany. I can't believe it.” She turned towards him and gave her sudden laugh again. ”I say, aren't you ever going to move?”
He went out of the room and along the pa.s.sage. As he reached his own room he realised it again. ”War--” He went quickly back to Mabel. ”I say--” He stopped. His feelings most frightfully desired some vent. None here. ”Look here. Don't wait dinner for me. You start. I'm going round to Fargus to tell him.”
At the hall door he turned back and went hurriedly into the kitchen. ”I say, it's war!”
”Well, there now!” cried High Jinks.
”Yes, war. We've sent an ultimatum to Germany. It ends to-night.”
Low Jinks threw up her hands. ”Well, if that isn't a short war!”
”Girl alive, the ultimatum ends, not the war. Don't you know what an ultimatum is?”
Outside he ran down the drive and ran to Fargus's door. It stood open.
In the hall the eldest Miss Fargus appeared to be maintaining the last moment before dinner by ”doing” a silver card salver.
”Hullo, Miss Fargus. I say, is your father about? I say, it's war. We've declared war!”
The eldest Miss Fargus lifted her head to another Miss Fargus also ”doing” something on the stairs above her, and in a very high voice called, ”Papa! War!”
The staircase Miss Fargus took it up immediately. ”Papa! War!” and Sabre heard it go echoing through the house, ”Papa! War! Papa! War! Papa!
War!”
”How terrible, how dreadful, how frightful, how awful,” said the eldest Miss Fargus. ”You must excuse me shaking hands, but as you see I am over pink plate powder. I'm not surprised. We were discussing it only at breakfast; and for my part, though Julie, Rosie, Poppy and Bunchy were against me, I--” She broke off to turn and take her portion in a new chorus now filling the house. Sounds of some one descending the stairs at break-neck speed were heard, and the chorus shrilled, ”Papa, take care! Papa, take care! Papa, take care!”
Mr. Fargus's grey little figure came terrifically down the last flight and up the hall, a cloud of female Farguses in his wake. He ran to Sabre with hands outstretched and grasped Sabre's hands and wrung them.
”Sabre! Sabre! What's this? Really? Truly? War? We've declared war?
Well, I say, thank G.o.d! Thank G.o.d! I was afraid. I was terribly afraid we'd stand out. But thank G.o.d, England is England still.... And will be, Sabre; and will be!” He released Sabre's hands and took out a handkerchief and wiped his eyes. ”I prayed for this,” he said. ”I prayed for G.o.d to be in Downing Street last night.”
The chorus, unpleasantly shocked at the idea of G.o.d being asked to go to Downing Street, said in a low but stern tone, ”Papa, hush. Papa, hush.
Papa, hush”; but Sabre had come for this excited wringing of his hands and for this emotion. It was what he had been seeking ever since Pike's notice board had swung the news before his eyes. When presently he left he carried with him that which, when his mind would turn to it, caused his heart to swell enormously within him. Through the evening, and gone to bed and lying awake long into the night, he was at intervals caught up from the dark and oppressive pictures of his mind by surging onset of the emotions that came with Mr. Fargus's emotion. War.... His spirit answered, ”England!”
II
Lying awake, he thought of Nona. He had not written the letter to her.
The appointed day was past and he had not written. He would have said, during that unutterable darkness in which he had awaited it, that not the turning of the world upside down would have prevented him writing; but the world _had_ turned upside down. It was not a board Pike's men had swung around in that appalling moment when he had watched them appear on the balcony. It was the accustomed and imponderable world, awfully unbalanced. Nona would understand. Nona always understood everything. He wondered how she had maintained this terrific day. He was a.s.sured that he knew. She would have felt just as he had felt. He thought, with a most pa.s.sionate longing for her, that he would have given anything to have been able to turn to her when he had exclaimed, ”My G.o.d, war”, and to have caught her hands and looked into her beautiful face. To-morrow he would send the letter. To-morrow? Why, yes, to-day, like all to-days in the removed and placid light of all to-morrows, would be shown needlessly hectic. Ten to one something would have happened in the night to make to-day look foolish. If nothing had happened, if it still was war, it could only be a swiftly over business, a rapid and general recognition of the impossibility of war in modern conditions.
Disturbingly upon these thoughts appeared the face of Otway, the little beads of perspiration about his nose.
His consciousness stumbled away into the mazy woods of sleep, and turned, and all night sought to return, and stumbled sometimes to its knees among the drowsy snares, and saw strange mirages of the round world horrifically tilted with ”War” upon its face, of Nona held away and not approachable, of intense light and of suffocating darkness; and rousing and struggling away from these, and stumbling yet, rarely succ.u.mbing.
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