Part 2 (1/2)

The image of Ciaran having his powers stripped was disturbing-I'd seen it happen before, and it was horrifying. But the image of Ciaran coming after me with full powers-maybe being in Widow's Vale right now-was much, much worse. ”I can't believe it,” I said, feeling anger rise in me like acid. ”Who the h.e.l.l do they think they are? I don't need to know my own father is free? When I'm the one who put the watch sigil on him?”

Hunter nodded grimly. ”Too right. I don't know what they're doing. The council was never intended to be able to act with impunity.They seem to have forgotten that, and that they have a responsibility and an obligation to the witches they represent. Not to mention their own fellow council members.”

can't believe it,” I said again. ”Those a.s.ses. So we can a.s.sume that Ciaran is around here somewhere.” I thought about it.”I haven't picked up on anything, except the vision.”

”Nor I. But I think we can guess he's coming to at least talk to you, like he said.”

”What should we do? What are you going to do?”

”We need to be incredibly vigilant and on guard,” he said. ”I'm going to demand that the council take some responsibility for once, take some real action. In the meantime, your house and car are about as protected as I know how.”

I closed my eyes. I had liked Eoife, the council witch I knew the best, but I was outraged that they had bungled this so badly and hadn't bothered to tell me. Surely they knew that I would be in danger.What had they been thinking?

”The council-” Hunter began, then stopped abruptly, clearly as upset as I was. ”It's like they're falling apart, with certain factions acting without the knowledge or approval of the others. When it was first formed, they had strong witches at the head. Nowadays the whole thing is being run, and badly, by a witch named Cynthia Pratt. She doesn't seem to have a handle on anything.”

”Great. So now what?”

”I don't know,” he admitted. ”I have to think about it. But maybe we should try scrying again, see if we can pick up on anything about Ciaran at all.” He glanced over my shoulder. ”Can I come in?”

My parents would be home from work soon. I had to finish getting dinner together. I glanced at my watch. ”I have maybe ten minutes, max,” I said. ”But if my mom or dad comes home early, you'll have to get yourself out of here without them seeing.”

He nodded, and I opened the front door, almost hitting Alisa, who was on her way out. She shot me a startled glance and clutched her messenger bag tighter to her chest. With a jolt I remembered the broken b.u.t.ter dish and sighed. Given the way Alisa was eyeing me, she thought I'd done my Blair Witch act. It was unfortunate that these things often seemed to happen when she was around.

”Hi, Alisa,” Hunter said absently, stepping aside to let her pa.s.s. ”Hope you're feeling better.” Alisa had been hospitalized about a month ago for some kind of flu, but she seemed fine now.

”Thanks,” Alisa muttered; then she scuttled past us on the porch and went down the stairs. I watched her for a moment; then Hunter and I entered the warmth of my house.

In my room, where the only male creatures allowed were my father and Dagda, Hunter and I sat on my woven gra.s.s rug and lit a candle. We surrounded it with protective stones: agate, jade, malachite, moonstone, olivine, a pearl, black tourmaline, a chunk of rock salt, and a pale brown topaz. We linked hands, touched knees, and looked into the candle. I knew we had only minutes, so I concentrated hard and ruthlessly shut out any extraneous thoughts. Ciaran, I thought. Ciaran. Hunter's power blended with mine, and we both focused our energy on the candle. The glow of the candle filled my eyes until it seemed that the whole room around me was glowing. Slowly a figure began to emerge, black, from the glow. My heart quickened, and I waited for Ciaran's face to become recognizable. But when the glow faded a bit, it revealed revealed instead a woman or a girl-her back was to me. She raised one arm and wrote sigils in the air. I didn't recognize them. I got the impression she was working magick, powerful magick, but I didn't know what kind. Who are you? I thought. Why am I seeing you? As if in answer, the girl started turning to face me. But before I saw her features, a great, rolling wave of fire swept toward her. She crumpled underneath it, and the fire swept on. I waited to see the twisted and charred body left behind, but before I could, the image winked out, as if someone had turned off a slide projector.

I sat back, disappointed and confused.

”What I saw didn't make sense,” Hunter said finally, blowing out the candle.

”It didn't to me, either,” I said. ”I didn't see Ciaran at all-just a girl and a fire.”

”What does it mean?” he asked in frustration, and then we heard a gentle tap on the door.

”Mom just pulled up,” Mary K. said quietly.

Quickly I put the candle away and Hunter slipped back into his jacket. I opened my bedroom door.

”Thanks,” I told my sister.

She looked at me pointedly. ”I got dinner together for you. I cleaned up the broken gla.s.s. And now I've told you mom's home so your a.s.s won't be in a sling.”

”Oh, Mary K.,” I said gratefully. ”Thank you. I owe you one.”

”You sure do,” she agreed, and I followed her down the stairs.

”Be careful,” I heard Hunter barely breathe in back of me, and I nodded. Then my mom was in the living room, and I went to the kitchen to finish dinner, and soon after that my dad came home. I never heard Hunter leave, but half an hour later I remembered to glance out the window, and of course his car was gone. It made me feel incredibly alone.

4.

Alisa.

*”The question is, are we going to tolerate witches who are of mixed or unknown clans? Witches whose view of magick is contrary to what we know and hold to be true? Why should we? Why should a clear stream allow mud to cloud its waters? And if we choos eto keep our lines pure, how do the other clans fit in? They don't.”

-Clyda Rockpell, Albertswyth, Wales, 1964*

This is it, I thought, staring at the green book that lay before me on my bed. This is the beginning of my complete and total slide toward h.e.l.l. Now I am a thief.

I had never stolen anything in my life, yet when I saw that stupid green book of Morgan's, I had been taken over by my evil twin. My stupid evil twin. Only the three of us were in their kitchen. If Morgan noticed the book was gone, she'd ask Mary K. Mary K. wouldn't know, and by a lightning-swift process of elimination, one name would come up: Alisa Soto. Sticky Fingers Soto. Which is why I'd pretty much avoided both of them at school today. But neither of them had acted funny when I'd seen them, so maybe Morgan hadn't missed the book yet.

The only thing I had going for me was that Dad was at work, of course, and Hilary must be at her Mama Yoga cla.s.s since it was Tuesday. Yay. I had no witnesses to my crime.

It was hard-no, impossible-to explain. But when I had seen that book fall out of Morgan's backpack, it was like it was my book that I had lost a long time ago, and here it was. So I took it back.

Just in case Hilary popped in anytime soon, I locked my bedroom door. I felt strange-maybe some of Morgan's weirdness was rubbing off on me. I almost felt like I was dreaming-watching myself do stuff without knowing why.

I ran my fingers over the cloth cover and felt a very faint tingle. I flipped open the cover, and the first thing I saw was a handwritten name. My eyes widened-it was Sarah Curtis, which was my own mother's maiden name! ”Oh my G.o.d,” I whispered, not believing what I was seeing. Was this why I had been so drawn to it?

I began to read. It was a diary, a journal, that Sarah started keeping in 1968, when she was fifteen, my age. Flipping through to the back, I saw that the book ended in 1971. I leaned back against my pillows and pulled my grandmother's flowery crocheted afghan over my feet. Ever since Hilary had moved in, our thermostat had been set to ”Ice Age.”

From the very first page I was totally hooked, but the book only got stranger. My jaw dropped by the second page, when I saw that Sarah Curtis lived in Gloucester, Ma.s.sachusetts-just like my mom. How many Curtises could there be in one Ma.s.sachusetts town? Maybe a lot. Maybe Curtises had lived there so long the name was really common. But if it wasn't, what did that mean? Could I be sitting here reading my mom's diary? It was impossible! I had gotten this book from Morgan! Then a chill went down my spine: Morgan had said this was a witch book. My eyes opened wider, and the back of my neck tightened.

On Sat.u.r.day will be the annual Blessing of the fleet. It's funny how today people still rely on the old traditions. Mom says the fleet has been blessed every year for over a hundrend year. Of course, it's the Catholics who run it and make the big show. But I know that Roiseal always does are part as well.

I stopped for a moment. Riseal? The Blessing of the Fleet I had heard about-a lot of fis.h.i.+ng communities have it every year, where the priest comes out and sprinkles holy water on the bows of the fis.h.i.+ng boats to protect them through the year and give them luck.

Sam and I went down to Filbert's today and got some orange soda pop. Mom would kill us if she knew. Mom and her ”whole food, natural food” stuff. She thinks artificial flavours and taste are enough to dull your sense and abilities. I haven't noticed any difference.

Whoa, I thought. And I thought Hilary was bad, with her organic toilet paper. I mean, she thought sodas weren't good for you, but I didn't think she actually believed they would dull your senses. A glimmer of a memory went through my head, of my mom saying something to me, telling me a story about when she was a little girl. About how funny her mom had been about some stuff. But the memory was too vague to really remember-maybe I was getting mixed up. After all, my mom had died when I was three. This was an amazing coincidence, though. If it was a coincidence, a scared little voice inside me whispered.

I am still trying to talk Mom and Dad into an out- of-state college. I figure I have another three years to work on them-who knows what could happen? They just don't want me mixing with people who aren't like us-like if I meet different people, I'll leave and not come back.

I frowned as I remembered Dad telling me about how Mom's parents hadn't wanted her to go away to college, either. Oh, G.o.d-what did this mean? This couldn't just be a coincidence. But how was it possible-G.o.d! As if mesmerized, I turned back to the book for answers.

The lilacs have been blooming for a couple of weeks now. When I go outside, the damp salt of the sea is overlain with their gorgeous, heavy perfume. Mom's bushes are covered with bees in ecstasy. Seeing the lilacs in bloom breaks me out of my northeast winter blues every year. I know that warm weather is coming, that summer is almost here, that school will be out soon.

My throat felt like it was closing. Once I had brought home a little bunch of lilacs from the grocery store, and Dad had looked at them and turned pale. Later he told me that they'd been Mom's favorite flower, that she had carried them at their wedding, and that it still made him sad to see them. So I'd eighty-sixed the lilacs. Oh, Mom, I thought desperately. What's going on?

In the mean time, my asinine brother, Sam is still auditioning for the world's biggest pain in the b.u.t.t award. Last week he switched all of the copper plant labels in the garden around, so the chard has ”carrots” written above it and the corn has ”radishes”. Mom almost had a fit. And twice he has taken my bike and stored it up on the widow's walk. It was a nightmare getting it down through the trap door, listening to him cackle in his room. But I am getting him back-this morning I sewed the toes of all his socks together. Insert wicked laugh here.

I chuckled, feeling relief sweep through me. Thank G.o.d. This wasn't my mom. This Sarah Curtis had a brother. My mom was an only child, and Dad had said by the time he met her, she was estranged from her family and never saw them. That's so sad. It means I grew up with only one set of grand-parents and cousins. None from her side. But G.o.d, what a relief to hear this woman had a brother. I had been practically shaking with dread about this witch Sarah Curtis.

Time to go. I have to practice the full moon rite that I'm suppose to do on Litha.