Part 8 (2/2)
This, though, was her chance, and she would nota”could nota”let her lack of experience stop her. She straightened her spine and raised her chin.
She had spent nine years waiting for her life to begin, waiting to live as other people did. Her patience was worn away, her hunger all-consuming. She wanted a snug house; she wanted children she could spoil as badly as Penelope had been spoiled; she wanted a husband who, however old and smelly, would look upon her as a treasure and call her ”my dear.” And she, in return, would make certain he was well fed and that his clothes were fresh and mended, and treat him with tender regard and grat.i.tude.
If Penelope thought Vivian had a chance at this unnamed man, then perhaps she did. And she would take it.
”Mr. Brent, it is good to see you again,” Captain Twitchen said. ”I hear you'll be giving us Tories a hard time of it.”
”As hard a time as I can possibly manage,” Richard Brent said. ”What's the good of buying oneself a seat in Parliament if one cannot obstruct Tories?”
”By Jove, you're as blunt as I remember! You won't go far without a bit of finesse, though, Mr. Brent. Politics, you know. Can't always say what you think. I shouldn't go about advertising my seat was from a rotten borough, if I were you.”
”I don't see why not. I am always honest about my corruptions.”
”Ha! Ha! And so you are. If nothing else, you'll be an entertainment this session; that you will.”
”I'll do my best to distract you and your cohorts from your duties,” he said, grinning. He couldn't help but like the bluff old captain.
”That you will!” the man agreed.
”Richard, you naughty man,” his sister Elizabeth said, coming up and taking his arm. ”Talking politics? I'd say you should know better, only that would encourage you all the more. Come, there is someone you should meet.”
”Must I?” he asked, and the question was not in jest.
”You must. Captain Twitchen,” she said, nodding her head to her uncle-by-marriage.
”Lady Sudley,” the captain acknowledged with a brief bow.
”Who now?” Richard asked as Elizabeth led him away. He was visiting her and her family at Haverton Hall for the Christmas season, a tradition he had been faithful to since she had married some five years previously. In that time he had met a goodly number of the eminent citizens of Dorset County, and of Corfe Castle, the small village named for the ruined keep that loomed above it.
”You shall see.”
Worrisome words. Elizabeth was forever trying to reform, if not his behavior, then at least the appearance his actions took, and her chosen method was unfortunately matrimonial. Despite the evidence that no well-bred gentlewoman would have him, Elizabeth persisted in thinking one would.
Her disappointment was greater than his when most declined so much as even a dance with him.
Blind Elizabetha”she could not see that her brother's presence in the same room with gentlewomen was tolerated only because his family had rank and he had money. For that kind, honest toleration of society he was suitably kind in return, and he gave its hypocrisies the respect they deserved.
”You're not going to frighten some tender young creature by introducing me to her, are you?”
”No one who knew you could possibly be frightened of you, for all your growling.”
”So you are introducing me to one,” he said.
”She may be different.”
He sighed. ”At least she will have a tale to share with her friends of how she was forced to speak to that dastardly Richard Brent. I shall not disappoint her.”
”Be kind, Richard.”
”I shall be completely myself, for did you not just say that no one could possibly be frightened of me if they knew me?”
Elizabeth made a rumbling noise in the back of her throat, most unladylike. Then her expression lightened, her smile softened, her grip on his arm loosened, and he knew that the victim was at hand.
”Miss Ambrose, there you are,” Elizabeth began as they came up to a dark-haired woman dressed in pale yellow. ”I would like to introduce to you my brother, Mr. Richard Brent.”
The girl stared at him, blinking great sea green eyes, then raised her hand for him to take.
”Miss Ambrose,” he said, taking her fingers and bowing over them. They trembled in his grasp, and when he looked up from under his brows he saw the faint sheen of perspiration on her upper lip and the plane of her bosom. Not that he allowed his eyes to linger there. ”How do you do?”
”How do you do?” she whispered back, her voice cracking on the words.
”Miss Ambrose is cousin to Mrs. Twitchen, and newly arrived from Shrops.h.i.+re,” Elizabeth said, as he released the young woman's hand.
”Do you find Corfe Castle any improvement?” he asked. She looked to be one of those nervous girls who, if she was not careful, would grow into a sinewy, discontented old woman around whom one could never relax. She was probably thinking disdainful thoughts about him at this very moment.
”I like the people better,” she said.
”Do you?” he asked.
”I think the food looks to be better here, as well.”
He startled himself by laughing. Miss Ambrose gazed at him with widened eyes, as if not understanding why he found her amusing. Elizabeth smiled and excused herself.
”Let's hope Cook has not tried to be fancy and created a gothic mess of a meal, with four sauces for every dish,” Richard said. ”I can never decide if a free dinner should be counted as a gift or a curse. I think it is only the meager excitement of discovering which it shall be that draws me into accepting what few invitations come my way.”
Miss Ambrose's lips parted, and she stared dumbstruck at him for several seconds. ”You came only for the food?” she finally managed to ask.
”You look a hungry sort of girl,” he said, intentionally being as blunt as his reputation had him. She would scamper off, and he would be free of another young miss who lived her life by the rules, not by the truth of her heart. ”Aren't you looking forward to sitting down to dine more than you are to any songs on the pianoforte or games of whist?”
She gaped at him as if he were an exotic animal, then leaned forward confidentially and whispered, ”I am peris.h.i.+ng of hunger. I could eat an entire goose, were one to wander in and conveniently fall dead at my feet.” Then she pulled back and put her fingertips to her lips as if she could push the words back in. ”A lady is not supposed to admit to such things, is she?”
”I hardly think the scandal sheets will pillory you for it,” he said, utterly surprised by her answer.
She flashed him a grateful smile, and he wondered if she was ignorant of his minor infamy. He had not killed anyone, he had not cheated anyone of their wealth, he had not ruined any virgins, yet for his past and present choices gentlewomen had closed ranks against him and counted him a nefarious fellow, unworthy of their daughters. He knew he had been a frequent topic of the crudest sort of gossip. But it did not bother him much; he had not found any daughters worthy of him.
The announcement came for dinner, and he gave this new young woman his arm. After the briefest of hesitations she took it, and he saw that it was shyness that had stayed her for a moment, not offended honor. She really might not know anything about him! He was surprised by his pleasure in that thought.
Mrs. Twitchen indicated with a benevolent nod that he should sit beside Miss Ambrose at the table. Miss Twitchen sat on his other side, the young girl exchanging a long, meaningful look with Miss Ambrose before smartly turning all her attention to the gentleman farmer who sat on her other side. The look sent Miss Ambrose into blinking blushes, and she stared at her dish of soup as if she had never seen such a thing before.
And perhaps she hadn't. The pea soup had chunks of blue-veined Stilton cheese, half-melted, floating about in it.
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