Part 6 (1/2)
Mrs. Peyton followed the glance with surprise. She had been too preoccupied to notice Darrow, whose crudely modelled face was always of a dull pallour, to which his slow-moving grey eye lent no relief except in rare moments of expansion. Now the face had the fallen lines of a death-mask, in which only the smile he turned on d.i.c.k remained alive; and the sight smote her with compunction. Poor Darrow! He did look horribly f.a.gged out: as if he needed care and petting and good food. No one knew exactly how he lived. His rooms, according to d.i.c.k's report, were fireless and ill kept, but he stuck to them because his landlady, whom he had fished out of some financial plight, had difficulty in obtaining other lodgers. He belonged to no clubs, and wandered out alone for his meals, mysteriously refusing the hospitality which his friends pressed on him. It was plain that he was very poor, and d.i.c.k conjectured that he sent what he earned to an aunt in his native village; but he was so silent about such matters that, outside of his profession, he seemed to have no personal life.
Miss Verney's companion having presently advised her of the lapse of time, there ensued a general leave-taking, at the close of which d.i.c.k accompanied the ladies to their carriage. Darrow was meanwhile blundering into his greatcoat, a process which always threw him into a state of perspiring embarra.s.sment; but Mrs. Peyton, surprising him in the act, suggested that he should defer it and give her a few moments' talk.
”Let me make you some fresh tea,” she said, as Darrow blus.h.i.+ngly shed the garment, ”and when d.i.c.k comes back we'll all walk home together. I've not had a chance to say two words to you this winter.”
Darrow sank into a chair at her side and nervously contemplated his boots.
”I've been tremendously hard at work,” he said.
”I know: _too_ hard at work, I'm afraid. d.i.c.k tells me you have been wearing yourself out over your compet.i.tion plans.”
”Oh, well, I shall have time to rest now,” he returned. ”I put the last stroke to them this morning.”
Mrs. Peyton gave him a quick look. ”You're ahead of d.i.c.k, then.”
”In point of time only,” he said smiling.
”That is in itself an advantage,” she answered with a tinge of asperity. In spite of an honest effort for impartiality she could not, at the moment, help regarding Darrow as an obstacle in her son's path.
”I wish the compet.i.tion were over!” she exclaimed, conscious that her voice had betrayed her. ”I hate to see you both looking so f.a.gged.”
Darrow smiled again, perhaps at her studied inclusion of himself.
”Oh, _d.i.c.k_'s all right,” he said. ”He'll pull himself together in no time.”
He spoke with an emphasis which might have struck her, if her sympathies had not again been deflected by the allusion to her son.
”Not if he doesn't win,” she exclaimed.
Darrow took the tea she had poured for him, knocking the spoon to the floor in his eagerness to perform the feat gracefully. In bending to recover the spoon he struck the tea-table with his shoulder, and set the cups dancing.
Having regained a measure of composure, he took a swallow of the hot tea and set it down with a gasp, precariously near the edge of the tea-table.
Mrs. Peyton rescued the cup, and Darrow, apparently forgetting its existence, rose and began to pace the room. It was always hard for him to sit still when he talked.
”You mean he's so tremendously set on it?” he broke out.
Mrs. Peyton hesitated. ”You know him almost as well as I do,” she said.
”He's capable of anything where there is a possibility of success; but I'm always afraid of the reaction.”
”Oh, well, d.i.c.k's a man,” said Darrow bluntly. ”Besides, he's going to succeed.”
”I wish he didn't feel so sure of it. You mustn't think I'm afraid for him.
He's a man, and I want him to take his chances with other men; but I wish he didn't care so much about what people think.”
”People?”
”Miss Verney, then: I suppose you know.”
Darrow paused in front of her. ”Yes: he's talked a good deal about her. You think she wants him to succeed?”