Part 21 (1/2)

Sleep! Does a debutante go to sleep at her first ball? Sleep in such good company, the company of this captain who was smiling all the while with his eyes; smiling at his mud house, at the hards.h.i.+ps in the trenches, and, I hope, at having a guest who had been with armies before!

It was the first time that I had been in the trenches all night; the first time, indeed, when I had not been taken into them by an escort in a kind of promenade. On this account I was in the family. If it is the right kind of a family, that is the way to get a good impression. There would be plenty of time to sleep when I returned to London.

So Captain P------ and I lay there talking. I felt the dampness of the earth under my body and the walls exuded moisture. The average cellar was dry by comparison. ”You will get your death of cold!” any mother would cry in alarm if her boy were found even sitting on such cold, wet ground. For it was a clammy night of early spring. Yet, peculiarly enough, few men get colds from this exposure. One gets colds from draughts in overheated rooms much oftener. Luckily, it was not raining; it had been raining most of the winter in the flat country of Northern France and Flanders.

”It is very horrible, this kind of warfare,” said the captain. He was thinking of the method of it, rather than of the discomforts. ”All war is very horrible, of course.” Regular soldiers rarely take any other view.

They know war.

”With your wounded arm you might be back in England on leave,” I suggested.

”Oh, that arm is all right!” he replied. ”This is what I am paid for”-- which I had heard regulars say before. ”And it is for England!” he added, in his quiet way. ”Sometimes I think we should fight better if we officers could hate the Germans,” he went on. ”The German idea is that you must hate if you are going to fight well. But we can't hate.”

Sound views he had about the war; sounder than I have heard from the lips of Cabinet ministers. For these regular officers are specialists in war.

”Do you think that we shall starve the Germans out?”

”No. We must win by fighting,” he replied. This was in March, 1915.

”You know,” he went on, taking another tack, ”when one gets back to England out of this muck he wants good linen and everything very nice.”

”Yes. I've found the same after roughing it,” I agreed. ”One is most particular that he has every comfort to which civilization ent.i.tles him.”

We chatted on. Much of our talk was soldier shop talk, which you will not care to hear. Twice we were interrupted by an outburst of firing, and the captain hurried out to ascertain the reason. Some false alarm had started the rifles speaking from both sides. A fusillade for two or three minutes and the firing died down to silence.

Dawn broke and it was time for me to go; and with daylight, when danger of a night surprise was over, the captain would have his sleep. I was leaving him to his mud house and his bed on the wet ground without a blanket. It was more important to have sandbags up for the breastworks than to have blankets; and as the men had not yet received theirs, he had none himself.

”It's not fair to the men,” he said. ”I don't want anything they don't have.”

No better food and no better house and no warmer garments! He spoke not in any sense of stated duty, but in the affection of the comrades.h.i.+p of war; the affection born of that imperturbable courage of his soldiers who had stood a stone wall of cool resolution against German charges when it seemed as if they must go. The glamour of war may have departed, but not the brotherhood of hards.h.i.+p and dangers shared.

What had been a routine night to him had been a great night to me; one of the most memorable of my life.

”I was glad you could come,” he said, as I made my adieu, quite as if he were saying adieu to a guest at home in England.

Some of the soldiers called their cheery good-byes; and with a lieutenant to guide me, I set out while the light was still dusky, leaving the comforting parapet to the rear to go into the open, four hundred yards from the Germans. A German, though he could not have seen us distinctly, must have noted something moving. Two of his bullets came rather close before we pa.s.sed out of his vision among some trees.

In a few minutes I was again entering the peasant's cottage that was battalion headquarters; this time by daylight. Its walls were chipped by bullets that had come over the breastworks. The major was just getting up from his blankets in the cellar. By this time I had a real trench appet.i.te. Not until after breakfast did it occur to me, with some surprise, that I had not washed my face.

”The food was just as good, wasn't it?” remarked the major. ”We get quite used to such breaches of convention. Besides, you had been up all night, so your breakfast might be called your after-the-theatre supper.”

With him I went to see what the ruins of Neuve Chapelle looked like by daylight. The destruction was not all the result of one bombardment, for the British had been sh.e.l.ling Neuve Chapelle off and on all winter. Of course, there is the old earthquake comparison.

All writers have used it. But it is quite too feeble for Neuve Chapelle.

An earthquake merely shakes down houses. The sh.e.l.ls had done a good deal more than that. They had crushed the remains of the houses as under the pestle-head in a mortar; blown walls into dust; taken bricks from the east side of the house over to the west and thrown them back with another explosion. Neuve Chapelle had been literally flailed with the high explosive projectiles of the new British artillery, which the British had to make after the war began in order to compete with what the Germans already had; for poor, lone, wronged, bullied Germany, quite unprepared--Austria with her fifty millions does not count--was fighting on the defensive against wicked, aggressive enemies who were fully prepared. This explains why she invaded France and took possession of towns like Neuve Chapelle to defend her poor, unready people from the French, who had been plotting and planning ”the day” when they would conquer the Germans.

Bits of German equipment were mixed with ruins of clocks and family pictures and household utensils. I noticed a bicycle which had been cut in two, its parts separated by twenty feet; one wheel was twisted into a spool of wire, the other simply smashed.