Part 12 (2/2)
Step by step, along the dark, uncertain road of offences which in themselves were trivial, but which brought such dire results upon the erring girl as to make her all but an outcast, Tessie, after the first foolish blunder, found herself confronted with a seeming necessity for keeping up the false role she had almost unwittingly a.s.sumed. The girl was not wicked. Her untrained and unrestrained tongue was her worst enemy, and it very often belied her honest, generous heart.
In inducing Dagmar to leave home she actually believed she was a.s.sisting a friend--her intention was to better that friend's circ.u.mstances, but the methods! How could she know that right could not result from deliberate wrong! That doctrine had never been made a part of such education as she had the opportunity of acquiring. True, the girl learned right from wrong, also her religion was very clear on the point, but she could not then believe it was wrong to fly from the horrors of mill drudgery, made unbearable by the more intimate environment of a miserable home.
So Tessie Wartliz was suffering from an inherited disease commonly called ”Greed.” Her parents were greedy for money, and she was greedy for good times. She wanted much of anything she enjoyed, and had little care how that abnormal amount was obtained.
The fatal night she and Dagmar (now our own Rose Dixon) landed so suddenly in Franklin, where the jitney dropped them almost into the arms of Officer Cosgrove, Tessie, as we will remember, escaped, and carried with her the pocketbook she had been carrying for her companion, and in that little soiled purse was the much- prized, lost and found, scout badge of merit.
Tessie at first thought little or nothing of the trinket. As she had scoffed at its purpose, when Rose respected it, so she brushed it aside as of no importance when she emptied the pitiful pittance of her forsaken companion into her own pocketbook, when forced to use the funds or beg from strangers.
On the step of the last jitney that rumbled through Franklin making no stops, and being entirely unoccupied by pa.s.sengers, Tessie managed to hide as the car slowed up at a turn, and later she crawled inside, when the sleepy driver, his day and night work finished, allowed the motor to ”take its head” as we might say to a horse-drawn vehicle. Her heart almost ceased beating when the officer who commanded the line between the two villages, stopped Frank and demanded to know if he carried any pa.s.sengers.
”Three empty dinner pails that came out full of supper,” the driver called back, and Tessie actually under the seat, felt free to breathe again and keep watch for some turn where a kindly house light might gleam out to save her from a dreaded night, under a tree or behind some rugged, wild world shelter.
Just as Frank, the driver, slowed down, preparatory to turning for the big shed, under which the modern carry-all would be laid up until daylight next morning, Tessie decided she would ask this rustic to a.s.sist her. Believing that most men, especially those not too old, were apt to be kind-hearted or maybe ”softhearted,”
she climbed from her hiding place, and timidly tapped Frank on his astonished shoulder.
”Gos.h.!.+” he exclaimed, ”where'd you come from?”
”I lost my way!” she answered not altogether untruthfully. ”Can you help me? Where do you live?”
”Say,” Frank challenged, ”you look pretty near big enough to talk to traffic cops. How'd you get in this boat, anyhow?”
His voice was not friendly. That anyone should have climbed into the ”Ark” without signalling him was evidently opposed to his sense of humor. Tessie did not reply as glibly as she had intended to. Instead she threw herself on his mercy, as actors might say in melodrama.
”Honest I did get lost. I'm on my way to the Woolston mills, and I missed so many trains, and caught so many jitneys I lost count.
Then, when I saw you come along I was so glad I almost--well, I just flopped. I was dog-tired. First I hailed you, but you were dozing I guess, then I was scared to death you would jolt by and leave me, so I had to climb on.”
”Oh,” replied Frank, not altogether convinced, but evidently on the way to conviction. ”I did fall off a little, I'm out since four A.M. Now, young lady, what's your idea of fixin' for the night? My old lady, meaning a first-rate little mother, is awful strict about girls ridin' in this bus not accompanied by their parents, and I don't see my way clear to tote you home at this unearthly hour. I see by--the make-up” (with an inclusive glance over the now thoroughly frightened Tessie) ”that you are a mill girl, and I know they are takin' on new hands at Woolston's, so that sounds natural, but findin' you like this in the Ark--even mother might think that a little bit stretched.”
”Well, tell me the name of some one out this way, and I can say I'm goin' there, and you can fix it by objectin' to takin' me.
Say, you didn't know when I got on how far I wanted to go.”
”Some cute little fixer, you are,” Frank admitted, and this was the story Tessie clung to when Frank Apgar brought the girl into his mother's house a few minutes later.
Thus began her adventure weeks ago. Each day and every night adding new and more serious complications to the seemingly innocent quest for a broader life than could be lived in the mill end of Flosston, Tessie was compelled to add falsehood to fabrication, to bear out her original story, and save herself from being ”picked up” and forcibly returned to her parents.
She knew the Franklin officer would trace her easily if she went by frequented ways, so instead of looking for work in a mill she sought and obtained employment in a family of rather influential suburbanites. The scarcity of domestic help a.s.sisted her in this enterprise, and being really skilled in handling machinery and materials, it was not difficult for her to follow orders, and a.s.sist a cook who was overjoyed to have help of any sort in the big country residence.
But the little human b.u.t.terfly had tried her wings, and she very quickly found life at Appleton too tame for her liking. Directly upon receiving pay for her first two weeks of service, Tessie (her a.s.sumed name meant nothing to her or to us) said good-bye to Rebecca the cook, and taking no chances with members of the family who were ”interested in her,” she left Appleton and journeyed forth again.
She had now acquired a new accomplishment. She could serve as waitress or second girl, and this advantage almost a.s.sured her of success in any sort of well-built community.
But it would be tame, slow, as Tessie figured it out, and only a big city could possibly satisfy her ambition ”to be somebody.”
Then came the temptation which resulted so disastrously.
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