Chapter 355 (1/2)

Chu Yunsheng curled up his body and leaned against the icy cold body of Dumb Insect and continued to speak quietly, “Actually, there are many, many things I wanted to tell you, but I always couldn’t find the best time, so I keep them until now, but I don’t seem to have the opportunity now.

Human beings often say that the worst tragedy is that when you have the opportunity to say something, you won’t say it. When you finally want to say it, the opportunity is gone. I feel like I am very stupid and I always make this kind of mistakes.

When I was studying at the school… What? You don’t know what a school is? I’ll tell you later. Listening to me first. When I was studying in the school, I met a girl in a cla.s.sroom. She had dark hair and fair skin… she was very beautiful and soon I fell in love with her. I silently followed her, appeared in the same cla.s.sroom with her every day, but never once, I dared to tell her that I like her. Eventually, one day, when a handsome boy appeared near her, I knew that I no longer had a chance to speak to her again…

Hehe, I really suck? You dumb f.u.c.k are also laughing at me. Do you even know what love is? But you are right. I really suck.

I have never talked to anyone about this, so you must not tell anyone about this. Otherwise, I’ll beat the s.h.i.+t out of you.

Later, I learned the lesson. When I just joined the workforce, I met another girl. I gathered all my courage to talk to the girl, but I was immediately rejected.

Don’t laugh at me. I don’t usually talk about those things. Later on, I guessed that it wasn’t the right time.

But eventually, I found one. I had a sweet time. How long? Why do you need to know? You are just a kid, this kind of thing is too early for you. Don’t stare at me like that. Even if I tell you. You won’t be able to understand it.

Oh… I got carried away. That’s right. The thing that I always wanted to tell you, but couldn’t find the right time is that… You know? It can’t be… that’s my biggest secret….

I’ll tell you anyway… I am not an insect, I am also not a Min, I am a human being, yes, I am one of those people you and Old Purple and other insects hate.

Oh, about my body… It is complicated, it will take a lot of time to explain…

I don’t know if I am a deviant or not. However, I killed many insects before, I also killed many human beings before. My hands reeked with blood…

Now you know why I asked you not to worry that much when all Mins were talking about you…

You are an insect that is abandoned by the insect race, and I am a human being who was abandoned by my people many times. We are the same. You are an insect but you can’t be an insect, I am a human being, but I can’t be a human being…

I always said that you are very dumb, you are stupid, and you are a hillbilly insect. But actually, I am the only stupid one here.

30 years… plus those few years that I lived with you guys, I am able to live for 30 years now. But looking back, I have lost everything, even my own body! ”

Chu Yunsheng felt that his throat was sore and his quiet whisper had turned into the quiet sob. He looked back, noticing that The Son Of The Insect was still drinking the purified nutritions. So he carried on.

“All of them are smarter than me, what choice do I have? My brain is not better than theirs, I am not as intelligent as them. I have to accept my fate, right? It is important to know one’s own limitations…

You don’t know anything that happened to me, so I don’t want to tell you much. Let’s talk about the things that are related to you. I have tried very hard… really… I tried everything I could… to think of a way to improve the energy gathering process, and tried my best to increase my own power, and expanded our force…

But the result?

They did not even need to fight me, they did not even give me a chance. They just directly ignored me. They have control over everything… In just a few words, they… They… They just killed you like that…

What is the f.u.c.king use of the underground army we built… What is the f.u.c.king use of fire energy we stored…

We are f.u.c.king played by them, we are nothing, what Yuan Tian stage three, what sword fighting techniques; what the third form; what ghastly kid… They are f.u.c.king nothing… We are f.u.c.king nothing…

I always thought that strength is the most important thing. I thought that as long as I am powerful enough, they will not be able to control you and they will not be able to manipulate you. But now, I realized it was just a joke, it is all a big f.u.c.king joke…

Dumb Insect, do you know that I hate myself… I hate myself for being not smart enough, why am I so stupid?

I wanted to save Old Purpler and other brothers, but only us survived, I wanted to protect you and fight by your side, but you were gone.

I feel like I am not supposed to exist in this world. You don’t know what it means? It means that wherever I go, people will suffer and those who are close to me will not have a good end. At first, it was my parents…

Oh, I got carried away again… I know that you could defy its order because I know you… at least, say goodbye to us before you go… I know that they must have told you something… I know that you were doing this for us…”

Chu Yunsheng raised his head and gazed into the dark sky and murmured, “…but… Dumb Insect… do you know that… Although we are not smarter than them… But we have hearts, we have emotions…

I said that I will fight beside you, even if it means that I am going to die.

If you can’t remember it, then I will say it again. Even if it means to fight the whole world, I will let them understand that they can despise my intelligence, but they can not look down on my vows!

Even if they were G.o.ds, I would still make them suffer!”

He staggered up and then pinched up The Son Of The Insect who had drunk enough nutrition. He took The Son Of The Insect and walked around the cold body to let it see Dumb Insect clearly last one time.

Then he used his legs to gently removed a piece of sh.e.l.l from Dumb Insect’s body and placed it on The Son Of The Insect’s chest and then wrapped it up with a piece of cloth.

A hazy light beam shed into the tomb through its hole on the top. In the hazy light, Chu Yunsheng was acceding higher and higher.

As he got out of the tomb, it immediately opened its bat wing-like wings and said coldly, “Dumb Insect, forgive me… I have had enough… I want to go crazy once…”

In the next second, a dark flame that looked like it came straight out of h.e.l.l burst out from his body and covered his wings. As he flapped his wings, he flew into the sky like a lightning bolt. Behind him, six hundred flying combat units closely followed…

“FENG!” Yan Min’s signal was completely blocked by Chu Yunsheng when he was inside the main tomb. But when he flew out of the main tomb, it appeared in his mind again. However, it was ignored by Chu Yunsheng.

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Fragrant River survivor’s camp.