Part 19 (1/2)
I felt aggrieved. Had Orrington been working on our feelings for his private amus.e.m.e.nt merely? ”You said there wasn't any conclusion,” I growled.
”Don't get huffy,” Orrington returned imperturbably. ”The story hasn't any ending, as I warned you. Only my part in it turned out rather amusingly. I hope I shouldn't be fatuous a.s.s enough to brag about the incident if there were anything in it that demanded bouquets. I suspect the bubble of n.o.ble actions often bursts just as mine did.”
”What do you mean?” asked Reynolds-reasonably enough, I thought.
”Only this,” Orrington went on. ”It turned out that the people who had offered to let me do the articles were tremendously impressed by my turning them down. The letter I wrote them must have been a corker.
Somehow or other they got the notion that I was a very busy man and a person of importance. They ought to have known better, of course, but they evidently adopted that silly idea. They talked about me to their friends and cracked me up as a coming man. The upshot of it was that I began to be tempted with most flattering offers of one sort and another-before long I had my choice of several things. My self-const.i.tuted backers were rather powerful in those days, so it was useful to be in their good books. I left my moribund magazine and got so prosperous that I began to grow fat at once. Serene obscurity has been my lot ever since; and I've never got rid of the fat.”
”That's a happy ending,” I remarked lazily. ”It's very like a real conclusion. What more do you want?”
”Oh, for the sake of argument, I'd like to prove that I was right and that Reynolds's theory is all wrong.”
”I'm exceedingly glad that it turned out so well for you,” said Reynolds unctuously. ”Then the young man whom you a.s.sisted didn't need to feel quite so much under obligation to you as we've been thinking?”
I was outraged. Reynolds was a great gun in literature, at least in the opinion of himself and a huge circle of readers. He was also a dozen years older than I. At the same time, I couldn't allow him to disparage what Orrington had done, merely because Orrington made light of it.
”You will observe,” I said with some heat, ”that the effect on Orrington was purely secondary and fortuitous. Orrington didn't know he could possibly gain by it when he took the bread out of his own mouth to feed the young cur. I hope, for my part, that the fellow eventually starved to death or took to digging ditches.”
Reynolds sat up very straight. His black eyes snapped with anger. ”He didn't,” he burst out. ”I happen to know him.”
”You know him!” I exclaimed, while Orrington goggled.
”Yes.” Reynolds had grown very red, but he looked defiant. ”Since I've been attacked like this, I may as well tell you. Not that I think it's anybody's business but my own. Orrington didn't suffer by what he did.”
”You don't mean-” I began.
”I mean just what I say-no less and no more. I was the man in question, and I admit that I ought to have thanked Orrington for his kindness. I meant to, of course; but I set to work at once on those articles that have a.s.sumed such importance in our discussion, and I was very busy. I had to make them as good as I knew how. I a.s.sumed, naturally, that I had merely received a useful tip from a man who didn't care for the job.
I've always a.s.sumed that till this afternoon. I wanted the job badly, myself.”
”Oh, well!” Orrington put in soothingly. ”It doesn't matter, does it?
I've explained that the incident really set me on my feet. You don't owe me anything, Reynolds. If I'd been a complete pig and kept the chance for myself, I'd probably have been much worse off for it. You needed it much more than I did, evidently.”
To my surprise, Reynolds was not quieted by Orrington's magnanimous speech. Instead, he jumped up in a pa.s.sion and stood before us, clinching and unclinching his fists like a small boy before his first fight.
”That isn't the point,” he said in a voice so loud that various groups of men scattered about the room looked toward us with amus.e.m.e.nt. ”I admit that I was glad of the opportunity to do the articles, but I was by no means in such straits as you suppose. So much for the critical sense for which you have such a reputation!” He turned on Orrington with a sneer.
Orrington remained very calm. He seemed in no wise disturbed by the fury of Reynolds's tirade, nor by his insufferable rudeness, but puffed at a cigarette two or three times before he replied. ”It's a poor thing, critical sense,” he murmured. ”I've never been proud of what mine has done for me. But you must admit that I paid you a pretty compliment, Reynolds, in believing that your story was founded on real experience. I don't see why you need mind my saying that it wasn't much of a yarn.
n.o.body need be sensitive about something he did twenty years back.”
”I don't care a hang what you thought about the story then, or what you think of it now,” Reynolds snapped. ”You might, however, grant the existence of imagination. You needn't attribute everything anybody writes to actual experience. I never went hungry.”
So that was where the shoe pinched! Reynolds insisted on being proud of his prosperity at all stages. I laughed. ”You've missed something, then,” I put in. ”The sensation, if not agreeable, is unique. Every man should feel it once, in a way. A couple of times I've run short of provisions, and I a.s.sure you the experience is like nothing else.”
”That's different,” said Reynolds a little more quietly. ”I'm not saying that I owe nothing to Orrington. I acknowledge that I do, and I admit that I ought to have acknowledged it twenty years ago. I was anxious at the time to get a start in the world of letters, and I was looking for an opening. Orrington's suggestion gave me my first little opportunity; but it certainly didn't save my life.”
”Then it was all imagination, after all,” Orrington said gently. ”What a mistake I made!”
”Of course it was all imagined!” Reynolds protested, and he added navely: ”I was living at home at the time, and I had a sufficient allowance from my father.”