Part 9 (2/2)
Luke nodded affirmatively. It most certainly was Annie.
Annie saw his nod and felt the rush of pleasure and relief sluice through her insides. She had waited with dread, not knowing if she wanted Luke to make a declaration or not. His admission brought a lump to her throat. She wanted to jump up and hug him, but she turned instead to her cousin.
Charmaine had cast her gaze to the tabletop and it was a full minute before her lashes swept up and she looked Annie in the eye. Annie wanted to spare her embarra.s.sment, but she didn't know what to say. She'd never known what to say, and that's why this moment had come. She hadn't possessed the courage or the confidence to really believe that Luke was interested in her.
Now she knew. And so did Charmaine.
”You're gonna have a tough time with Annie's folks,” Mort said. ”I hope you know what you're doin'.”
”I think I do,” Luke replied. ”I know I don't have a good history with the Sweet.w.a.ters. But Annie's grown-up now. She should be able to make decisions for herself.”
Vera stood behind Charmaine's chair. ”Nothing I've ever said to my brother-in-law has made a difference, but you have our support. Annie deserves to be happy, and whatever makes her happy will be what we want, too.”
Annie blinked at her aunt's approving words, not surprised because she knew her character, but moved by her understanding.
Her uncle took his leave and Luke stood. ”Thank you, Mrs. Renlow. Thanks for everything.”
”You're welcome here any time.”
”Good night, Charmaine,” he said tentatively.
Charmaine mumbled something.
”Annie,” Luke said to her.
She wished they had a few minutes to talk privately, but right now she didn't know what she'd have said. ”Good night.”
He looked as though he wanted to say more, but he exited through the kitchen door.
Vera left the room and her footsteps sounded on the stairs.
Annie would have liked to hug this new information to her heart and enjoy the amazing fact that Luke was interested in her, but, concerned for her cousin's feelings, she reached for Charmaine's arm.
”Oh, Annie, you're positively the luckiest girl in all of Colorado!” her cousin said breathlessly.
Annie blinked back tears in agreement.
”Of course, it was you all along,” she said, her tone self-deprecating. ”Why, you're bright and beautiful and poised, far more sophisticated than me.”
”All those things have nothing to do with it,” Annie disagreed. ”You are all those and more. It's just that Luke and I have this...this history.”
”Yes. And it's so romantic. Oh, Annie, he's loved you since you were a girl!”
She didn't know if he loved her, exactly, but he had always been kind and shown respect. He treated her as an equal, as very few people in her life ever had. As Charmaine always had. ”I only hoped,” she told her. ”I didn't know. I thought maybe it was you. You deserve someone wonderful, too.”
”Well, I'm disappointed,” Charmaine said. ”No use denying it. But I'm thrilled for you! Good Lord, what will your mother say?” She blinked. ”What will Burdell do?”
Annie could only imagine the answers to those questions. She shook her head. She was so grateful for Charmaine's loving acceptance, she threw her arms around her, rather awkwardly because she was in her chair and Charmaine was seated, too, and hugged her soundly. All the emotions of the past days and weeks built up and exploded in a burst of tears.
”Annie! There's an honorable sheriff now, he won't let Burdell do anything bad to Luke.”
That was true. People couldn't just go around beating up one another without the law stepping in. But what if Burdy hurt Luke and went to jail? He had a family. Her worry for Luke hadn't been the only cause of this emotional torrent. The reality of Luke's intent, her aunt and uncle's acceptance, Charmaine's selfless joy for her, years and years of inadequacy and wishful thinking...all those poignant feelings, plus more, confused her heart and her head. ”I-I know. It's more than th-that. It's everything.”
Charmaine slid from her chair to kneel before Annie and hug her, rubbing her back comfortingly. ”I haven't heard you cry like this since Uncle Eldon made you give that puppy back to the Deets boy. You'd think you'd lost something, rather than gained a handsome, attentive admirer.”
Annie pulled away and swiped at her cheeks. ”I know, I'm ungrateful, aren't I?”
”No, you're just sensitive.”
”You're so good to me.” Annie squeezed Charmaine's hand.
”Well, remember that,” Charmaine said, sitting back on her heels. ”Because the next too-good-to-be-true man is mine.”
Annie laughed. ”Of course he is.”
Charmaine stood. ”I'd better get up to bed, so I can be fresh for school in the morning. You can sleep in, you lucky duck.”
”Be glad you get to go to school and that you don't have to be bored out of your wits by tutors. I used to sit and daydream about going to cla.s.s like the others.” Annie stood and blew out the lantern hanging over the table and pointed to the one on the kitchen wall.
Charmaine lifted the chimney and extinguished the wick. ”All right, all right, I'm grateful. Night, Annie,” she said into the darkness.
”Night.”
Annie wheeled herself into her room where her aunt had lit a lamp. Leaving her chair in a corner, she walked to the dresser for her night-rail, picked up her silver-backed hairbrush and sat on the edge of the bed to brush her hair.
She paused with the bristles in the ends and stared at her reflection in the window gla.s.s. Looking back at her couldn't be the same girl who'd only wistfully dreamed of a normal life while spending hers in a wheelchair and watching everyone else have fun and do the things she yearned to do. The girl looking back at her looked like every other young woman in Copper Creek, a normal girl doing normal things.
Annie hugged the thoughts close, her mind reeling with images of the future.
She didn't watch her reflection as she got to her feet; that wasn't as graceful as she wished. Walking to the window, she drew the curtains closed. It was as if her life had only just begun, that all that had come before was only a foreshadow to the real thing.
Everything would be perfect if only her parents could see Luke the same way the Renlows did. But they didn't see her the same way the Renlows did, so that was undoubtedly too much to dream for. She changed into her nightclothes.
A black cloud hung over her happiness. She was too cowardly to even say his name to her parents yet. Things could stay like this for the time being. The situation wasn't perfect, but it was exciting and new and she wanted to enjoy it a while longer. Right now she wasn't up to facing the possibilities that the future held.
Right now she wanted to let the fact that Luke had declared himself soak in. The memories of his words, of all their moments together buoyed her flagging spirit, and she turned down the lamp wick and crawled into bed.
She would take this day by day.
”Your brother will be here in a few minutes,” Mildred Sweet.w.a.ter called to Annie.
Annie jumped and stuffed her new dress back into the corner of her wardrobe where her mother wouldn't find it, running her fingers over the spring-green brocade one last time. ”I'll be there in a minute!”
She closed the cabinet door with satisfaction. Aunt Vera had been impressed with Annie's skill with a needle and thread. After years of needlepoint practice, she'd been a natural at precise, even st.i.tches, and had turned out the collar and facings so that they lay smooth and flat. They'd finished it a week ago, and she'd brought it home in her trunk.
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