Chapter 56 (2/2)
Mei nodded, both hands holding the teacup, compared to just now she was cold to
the bones, at this moment at least her palms were a little warm
“This old
slave has said to theThe
suffering ourwas from the old master, it’s a type
of suffering every son of an imperial censor has to experience The position of
an ie person cannot do it, it offends many, very few
close friends As a child thea
virtuous person will be taken unfair advantage of by people, when the master
was bullied, for thein silence, over time
people didn’t even knoas suffering
By the time
he was a young man, the mistress has also experienced it, that is the matter
with the Zhao princess At that time, the master finally for the first time
faced up to his own capabilities, he discovered he was too weak, unable to
control his own future His suffering at that ti we all
experienced, an unattainable suffering
During that
time, the master almost had a setback which ruined him”
Xia Ling
Mei lowered her head, concealing the pain in the corner of her eyes At that
ti unable to obtain Xia Ling Wo, she Xia
Ling Mei , but could not obtain his heart, how much more
was that sort of bitter pain co?
“That year,
the ht the old mistress
was seriously ill, afterwards, the old master also passed away Only the
mistress was left by his side, and three years later, even the mistress was
gone forever Even the master didn’t know, at that time there was a child in
ht, he lost the people closest to him He became a
loner”
Turning her
head, Xia Ling Mei’s gazed at the middle of the courtyard The leaves which had
just fallen had already been tra them into slush, yellow,
black and brown, clu
days
“Saying a
few disrespectful words, sometimes this old slave look at him, he only seems
like a large dog having been abandoned by his fa his den,
afraid to wander too far, dreading when the mistress returned she wouldn’t see
hiuarding such a
huge house by hiain to
despair, then desperation, until finally, he didn’t even knohy he was
guarding this place, who he aiting for…”
The old
housekeeper couldn’t help take out a s he opened the pack
of tobacco, unintentionally he grabbed a lot of tobacco threads pushi+ng it into
the spot of the pipe, using all his strength to push, striking it with
enthusiasreat, he didn’t even glance
at the accounts book which fell out
“The master
was pro entirely on the relations the mistress had
established for hi to
hiht, the next day when the master came back he immediately wrote
the accounts book, reporting someone to the emperor That was the first time
thethe whole family of a corrupt
official regardless whether they wereor old, all of them
beheaded, blood covered the floor, having washed it away the scent of blood
could be smelled half a street away After, he would come across assassination
day and night, several times his life was suspended by a thread, sometimes he
stayed in bed for a ain he would report
someone, that rude and impetuous manner, it resembled jealousy and hatred, which
brought about his own destruction
The master
has been alone for too long, unconsciously he believed the mistress would never
return He didn’t have his parents, the family didn’t want him, he had noby himself…”
Speaking up
to this point, the old housekeeper suddenly started coughing, pulling from the
pipe evenMei had already turned
cold, her bones also felt a slight chill
“At the end
of every year he waited for thethe hope which
supported hio on with a clear-head”
“Clear-head?”
“Yes,
clear-head While thecity, the master seemed to
live in his drea all kinds of reasons
to hurt hiet hurt, because
only when he is seriously injured can he fall asleep, when he’s in pain he
doesn’t have to think about anything, even y to
paint, take a stroll around Bailu acadeo to the Xia residence to be
bullied”
The old
housekeeper laughed, wrinkles for the pipe, he disposed some
cigarette ash no longer burning, those matters from the past dissipated with
the cigarette ash
“The
mistress has returned, this old slave is truly extremely happy Even more happy
because, there’s the young master, even if he hasn’t had the time to
acknowledge his ancestors, he is still the son of the master’s first wife, the
people in the residence is genuinely happy for the master Everyone in the
residence firmly believe it will become better and better, the old master will
no longer be harht, he will busily be
sith the mistress”
Xia Ling
Mei laughed
The old
housekeeper also laughed: “And busily catch the youngmaster
really is wild, when this old slave first discovered there was such a lively
child of the wang fa by the rules, mischievously stir up
trouble, and cohty, this old slave
really wanted to beat him up”
Xia Ling Mei
laughed even ht-hearted
“But,” The
old housekeeper brushed away the ash on his knee, that smile of his was like an
afterglow, slowly it died out
Xia Ling
Mei was silent, she faintly knehat the other person wanted to say The smile
at the corner of her e of the
teacup, the tea leaves in the cup had already been soaked so long they turned
yellow, the greenish-blue liquid was polluted by the blackness of the person’s
heart, yellowish-black evenly contareen
She said:
“But the memories of the past are too profound, he will always be worried,
afraid I will be disappointed in hi
the faain leave”
Xia Ling
Mei incidentally lifted her head, that’s when she notice there was so
sliding fro to her temple: “Bai Yan repeatedly
wanted to say so to me but then hesitated, he was afraid I would leave
once again and hurt wang Yun Feng, right…”
“He wants
to ask the o with the master Because, no one knows this time with the
master’s departure, if he’ll actually be able to return”
There was a
scar on wang Yun Feng’s heart, he was determined everyone could easily abandon
him His parents, his wife, his son, everyone could leave him, even if they
wouldn’t right now, sooner or later in the future they will
He will
forever be alone
He wanted
to protect them, but he also didn’t dare to
T/N: An insight into our WYF's heart >_< and=”” why=”” xl=”” to=””>