Chapter 50 (2/2)
It hurts!
A person
could be in this much pain, every pore, every vein, every muscle, even the
internal organs were co him
vomit a mouthful of blood
He propped
himself up on the doorway of the wine shop, simply unable to move In his field
of vision he could only see people unrelated walking to and fro, not a single
person inquired about his pain
Xia Ling
Mei aiting at ho It was
the first tied ten years in a split
second
wang Yun
Feng lifted his eyelids, only seeing clearly the person opposite quite a while
after, forcing a s her so
tightly, that the person’s bones were going to snap Xia Ling Mei simply did
not knoho hehis
depressed and silence appearance, she could not speak her chest filled with
words of an explanation
wang Yun
Feng was no longer the son of an influential faone
trials and hardshi+ps, on his muddleheaded journey home he had already pondered
over all the questions, his mind had made a decision Only, he couldn’t say it,
his institutions told hi Mei would be deeply hurt
Back then
sheXia Fen’s future That strong and
decisive temper of hers, how could she be happy for someone else to decide Xia
Fen’s entire life But, she alone could not resist too much, unable to shake up
the entire Xia family’s decision
“If you
still believe me like before, then don’t meddle with Xia Fen’s affairs She is
our eldest son, I won’t allow hirievance,
and won’t let outsiders plan his whole life” wang Yun Feng paused, holding her
hands urgently: “I will protect hi, I
won’t let him take the path I have taken”
The past
wang Yun Feng was a completely filial son, his parents’ orders were the compass
of all his actions, if it pointed him east he would never head west This
allowed hi for his
own faed for him a smooth road to be an official,
arrange the most suitable wife for him, even to the extent that they moulded
his character with exceeding strength, the cast was of the cultured and refined
wang Yun Feng fro
and imposition, which made him lose the person he loved the most, make him
wander further and further away froe partner proposed by his
fa Mei, saw Xia Fen
The first
twenty years of his life as a puppet made him reassess, he understood his
involuntary pain, therefore, he was clinging to the need for Xia Fen to
recognise his ancestors, he needed to give his son the best things, the most
freedom, let his son be able to plan his own life without constraint
“But, Xia
Fen he will bring you…”
“He won’t”
wang Yun Feng interrupted her, unhesitatingly said: “If ’s son
does anything wrong, it is right for his biological father to take responsibility
for hirets”
When he
said these words, he suddenly felt the pressure on his shoulders loosen: “You
are hisyou also are responsible You are
justified to hit hi
dinner, punish hi him with you
together to offer an apology to people, these are considered things all the
things you ought to do as his biological mother
You are his
mother, not adoptive mother
You ought
to let him call you loudly `mother` in a public place with numerous people, and
not secretly hide in your arht to when he succeeds in
his studies, be the first to receive his ko, strictly admonish him to not
be content and coave birth to
give thanks to an insignificant outsider, watching so your
son is clearly upsetting and you need to force yourself to endure it If he
takes a wife, you need to sit in thehis tea, take care of
the rear court for hi
the wife’s family is, you can overtly request she stands by your side to lay
down the rules, no need to worry your son will fall out with you
You will
because of him raise your eyebrows and blow off steam with your sisters, be
proud of hi, become his backbone so he can face with
any difficulties and deprivations in life All and everything, are the things
you ought to do as a biological mother, it’s your responsibility…”
Xia Ling
Mei shi+vered in his ar said, she had also
thought of them, so much that she wept in the dark before
Son and
adopted son, the difference was more than just a word, rather a kind of
responsibility
As long as
Xia Fen’s surnas, no need
to worry that one day after facing soation, not reluctant at all
he would turn and leave And the reason he left was only because, she Xia Ling
Mei was only an `adoptive ht to decide
his all, no right to say everything was for him…
wang Yun
Feng held tightly his silently crying wife in his arms He knehy she wept,
before she had no one behind her supporting her she pressed forward, no one
truly considered her thoughts as a biological mother, and no one could prop up
her sky when she was afraid and helpless, telling her: You’re not wrong!
Xia Ling
Mei, she wanted to tell Xia Fen so much: you only have me as your sole mother,
no one can snatch you away
At that
time, she didn’t dare to say it; now, finally soo enjoy the
responsibilities of being a
This time,
Xia Ling Mei decided to let go of her burden, wholeheartedly trust wang Yun
Feng
T/N: The fa brought tears to my eyes