Part 10 (2/2)
”Very well, Sepastian,” he said levelly. ”Go ahead. Treason, you say?
How? Against whom?”
”I'm not quite sure,” said Sebastian MacMaine. ”I thought maybe you could tell me.”
_The Reason_
”Let me ask you one thing, Tallis,” MacMaine said. ”Would you do anything in your power to save Keroth from destruction? Anything, no matter how drastic, if you knew that it would save Keroth in the long run?”
”A foolish question. Of course I would. I would give my life.”
”Your life? A mere nothing. A pittance. Any man could give his life.
Would you consent to live forever for Keroth?”
Tallis shook his head as though he were puzzled. ”Live forever? That's twice or three times you've said something about that. I _don't_ understand you.”
”Would you consent to live forever as a filthy curse on the lips of every Kerothi old enough to speak? Would you consent to be a vile, inhuman monster whose undead spirit would hang over your homeland like an evil miasma for centuries to come, whose very name would touch a flame of hatred in the minds of all who heard it?”
”That's a very melodramatic way of putting it,” the Kerothi said, ”but I believe I understand what you mean. Yes, I would consent to that if it would be the only salvation of Keroth.”
”Would you slaughter helpless millions of your own people so that other billions might survive? Would you ruthlessly smash your system of government and your whole way of life if it were the only way to save the people themselves?”
”I'm beginning to see what you're driving at,” Tallis said slowly. ”And if it is what I think it is, I think I would like to kill you--very slowly.”
”I know, I know. But you haven't answered my question. Would you do those things to save your people?”
”I would,” said Tallis coldly. ”Don't misunderstand me. I do not loathe you for what you have done to your own people; I hate you for what you have done to mine.”
”That's as it should be,” said MacMaine. His head was clearing up more now. He realized that he had been talking a little wildly at first. Or was he really insane? Had he been insane from the beginning? No. He knew with absolute clarity that every step he had made had been cold, calculating, and ruthless, but utterly and absolutely sane.
He suddenly wished that he had shot Tallis without wakening him. If his mind hadn't been in such a state of shock, he would have. There was no need to torture the man like this.
”Go on,” said Tallis, in a voice that had suddenly become devoid of all emotion. ”Tell it all.”
”Earth was stagnating,” MacMaine said, surprised at the sound of his own voice. He hadn't intended to go on. But he couldn't stop now. ”You saw how it was. Every standard had become meaningless because no standard was held to be better than any other standard. There was no beauty because beauty was superior to ugliness and we couldn't allow superiority or inferiority. There was no love because in order to love someone or something you must feel that it is in some way superior to that which is not loved. I'm not even sure I know what those terms mean, because I'm not sure I ever thought anything was beautiful, I'm not sure I ever loved anything. I only read about such things in books.
But I know I felt the emptiness inside me where those things should have been.
”There was no morality, either. People did not refrain from stealing because it was wrong, but simply because it was pointless to steal what would be given to you if you asked for it. There was no right or wrong.
”We had a form of social contract that we called 'marriage,' but it wasn't the same thing as marriage was in the old days. There was no love. There used to be a crime called 'adultery,' but even the word had gone out of use on the Earth I knew. Instead, it was considered antisocial for a woman to refuse to give herself to other men; to do so might indicate that she thought herself superior or thought her husband to be superior to other men. The same thing applied to men in their relations.h.i.+ps with women other than their wives. Marriage was a social contract that could be made or broken at the whim of the individual. It served no purpose because it meant nothing, neither party gained anything by the contract that they couldn't have had without it. But a wedding was an excuse for a gala party at which the couple were the center of attention. So the contract was entered into lightly for the sake of a gay time for a while, then broken again so that the game could be played with someone else--the game of Musical Bedrooms.”
He stopped and looked down at the helpless Kerothi. ”That doesn't mean much to you, does it? In your society, women are chattel, to be owned, bought, and sold. If you see a woman you want, you offer a price to her father or brother or husband--whoever the owner might be. Then she's yours until you sell her to another. Adultery is a very serious crime on Kerothi, but only because it's an infringement of property rights.
There's not much love lost there, either, is there?
”I wonder if either of us knows what love is, Tallis?”
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