Part 10 (1/2)

The ”board or so” to be replaced on the ice house, as Gordon had surmised, proved to be extensive--a large section of the inner wall had rotted from the constant dampness, the slowly seeping water. The ice house stood back of the dwelling, by the side of the small barn and beyond a number of apple trees: it was a square structure of boards, with no opening save a low door under the peak of the roof with a small platform and exterior flight of steps.

In the gloomy, dank interior a rough ladder, fastened to the wall, led down to the falling level of soggy sawdust, embedded in which the irregular pieces of ice were preserved against the summer. From the interior the opening made a vivid square of blue sky; for long hours the blue increased in brilliancy, after which, veiled in a greyer haze of heat, the patch of sky grew gradually paler, and then clear; the suggestion of immeasurable s.p.a.ce deepened; above the dark hole of the ice house the illimitable distance was appalling. Gordon was resting from the sullen, m.u.f.fled knocking of his hammer when a figure suddenly blotted out the light, hid the sky. He recognized the sharply-cut silhouette of the school-teacher.

”What a horrid, spooky place,” she spoke with a s.h.i.+ver, peering within.

”It's cool,” Gordon told her indifferently.

”And quiet,” she added, seating herself upon the platform with an elbow in the opening; ”there's none of the bothersome clatter of a lot of detestable children.” She raised her voice in shrill mimicry, ”'Teacher, kin I be excused? Teacher!... Teacher--!'”

”Don't you like children?”

”I loathe them,” she shot at him, out of the depths of a profound, long-acc.u.mulated exasperation; ”the muddy little beasts.”

”Then I wouldn't be vexed with them.”

”Do you like nailing boards in a rotten ice house?”

”Oh, I'm dog poor; I've got to take anything that comes along.”

”And, you fool, do you suppose I'd be here if I had anything at all? Do you suppose I'd stay in this d.a.m.n lost hole if I could get anywhere else?

Do you think I have no more possibilities than this?”

He mounted the ladder, and emerged upon the platform by her side, where he found a place, a minute, for a cigarette.

The woman's face was bitter, her body tense.

”I'll grow old and die in places like this,” she continued pa.s.sionately; ”I'll grow old and die in pokey, little schools, and wear prim calico dresses, with a remade old white mull for commencements. I'll never hear anything but twice two, and Persia is bounded on the north by,--with all the world beyond, Paris and London and Egypt, for the lucky. I want to live,” she cried to Gordon Makimmon, idly curious, to the still branches of the apple trees, the vista of village half-hid in dusty foliage. ”I want to see things, things different, not these dumb, depressing mountains. I want to see life!”

Gordon had a swift memory of a city street grey in a reddening flood of dawn, of his own voice in a reddening flood of dawn, of his own voice mumbling out of an overwhelming, nauseous desperation that same determination, desire. ”Perhaps,” he ventured, ”you wouldn't think so much of it when you'd seen it.”

”Wouldn't I?” she exclaimed; ”oh, wouldn't I?--smart crowds and gay streets and shops on fire with jewels. That's where I belong; I'd show them; I've got a style, if I only had a chance! I've got a figure ... shoulders.”

He appraised in a veiled glance her physical pretensions. He discovered, to his surprise, that she had ”shoulders”; her body resembled her hands, it was smoothly rounded, provocative; its graceful proportion deceived the casual eye.

With a disdainful motion she kicked off a heavily clumsy slipper--her instep arched narrowly to a delicate ankle, the small heel was sharply cut. ”In silk,” she said, ”and a little brocaded slipper, you would see.”

She replaced the inadequate thing of leather. The animation died from her countenance, she surveyed him with cold eyes, narrowed lips. Her gaze, he felt, included him in the immediate, hateful scene; she gained fresh repugnance from his stained, collarless s.h.i.+rt, his bagging knees coated with sawdust.

She rose, and, her skirt gathered in one hand, descended the precarious flight of steps. She crossed the gra.s.s slowly, her head bent, her hands tightly clenched.

Later, in the yard, Gordon saw, at a lighted, upper window, the silhouette of her back, a gleam of white arm. The window cast an elongated rectangle of warm light on the blue gloom of the gra.s.s. It illuminated him, with his gaze lifted; and, while, standing in the open window, she saw him clearly, she was as indifferent, as contemptuous of his presence, as though he had been an animal. A film of cambric, golden in the lamplight, settled about her smooth shoulders, fell in long diaphanous lines. She raised her arms to her head, her hair slid darkly across her face, and she turned and disappeared. He moved away, but the memory rankled delicately in his imagination, returned the following morning. The thought lingered of that body, as fine as ivory, unguessed, hidden, in a coa.r.s.e sheath.

XXVII

His miscellaneous labors at the minister's filled nearly a week of unremitting labor. But, upon the advent of Sunday, mundane affairs were suspended in the general confusion of preparation for church. It had rained during the night, the day was cool and fragrant and clear, and Gordon determined to evade the morning's services, and plunge aimlessly into the pleasant fields. He kept in the background until the cavalcade had started, headed by the minister--the circuit rider had driven off earlier in his cart to an outlying chapel--and his wife. It was inviting on the deserted veranda, and Gordon lingered while the village emptied into the churches, the open.

Finally he sauntered over the street, past the Courthouse, by Pompey Hollidew's residence. It was, unlike the surrounding dwellings, built of brick; there was no porch, only three stone steps descending from the main entrance, and no flowers. The path was overgrown with weeds, the front shutters were indifferently flung back, half opened, closed. The door stood wide open, and, as he pa.s.sed, Gordon gathered the impression of a dark heap on the hall floor. He dismissed an idle curiosity; and then, for no discoverable reason, halted, turned back, for a second glance.

Even from the path he saw extending from the heap an arm, a gnarled hand.