Part 37 (2/2)
'We?'
'Frederick has other friends.'
Anna nodded. Her lips were pursed, an intense frown hovering between her eyes, as if battling to hold deep feelings in check.
'It is impertinent of me, but do you still have feelings for him?' Dobson asked.
She stiffened, her shoulders narrowing, her hands turning in her lap: 'He must forget me . . .'
Dobson took a sip of his tea, watching her over the top of the gla.s.s. Then lowering it back to the arm, he said, 'I've told him to forget you. You know you've ruined his reputation.'
If he was expecting her to demurely acquiesce he was very wrong.
'He made his own judgements. I tried to warn him. He knew I was . . . I will always be with the people. The struggle is not over. It is only a question of time.'
'Yes, well, I have no respect for murderers, no matter how they dress up their crime. You're only sitting here still because I'm still a friend of Frederick's for all his misguided loyalties.'
'Then I'll leave.' She began to rise.
'Sit down.'
She stared at him for a moment, a gleam of resentment and barely disguised hostility in her eyes, then sank back to the edge of the chair.
'Frederick is besotted with you. Sophia and, yes, you, Anna Petrovna, are all that seem to matter to him.'
She turned her head from him again in an effort to disguise the emotion written deeply in her face. 'When did you last hear . . .' She could not finish her question.
'Today. We walked together. I've told him not to leave his rooms by day but the d.a.m.n fool does what he likes.'
'You mean he's here?' Anna leant forward in astonishment, her arm outstretched as if to touch him, and a kaleidoscope of feelings from delight through concern to anger flitted across her face: 'Why is he here? Why?'
'Didn't you listen? He wants you and your child.'
'He must leave. Go back to Zurich. Tell him. Please.'
'Don't you think you should tell him?'
She hesitated, biting her lip anxiously: 'Will he want to see me? I will write to him.'
'Be my guest.'
She rose and made her way over to Dobson's desk, where she scribbled a note on a sheet of his writing paper. When she had finished, he helped her into her coat and led her back along the hall. She pulled her scarf over her nose and mouth, drawing his gaze up to her pale hypnotic eyes.
'And you will do what you can to help?'
'I am already. But you must not visit me here again.'
'Thank you.' She looked at him more softly.
He bid her farewell then watched her from his window as she hurried across the frozen street into the city's shadows.
The following morning Dobson woke in his clothes with a throbbing head and a wooden mouth. Rolling from his bed, he stepped over to the window and drew the curtain aside a little. There was a light covering of snow in the street and the civil servants and better sort of merchants who lived on Malaya Italyanskaya were hurrying to work in clouds of vapour. A smart blue carriage with the arms of a n.o.ble family was waiting at the door of the mansion opposite. He had no idea what a police spy would look like but drew some comfort from the absence of anyone hovering in a doorway. An hour later, he stepped on to the street in his oldest coat and walked as briskly as he dared to the cab rank outside the Mariinskaya Hospital, cursing in English under his breath: 'd.a.m.n the fellow.'
The princ.i.p.al focus of Dobson's displeasure was sitting at the window of an attic room in a seedy looking house in the Izmailovsky district. Hadfield's hair was shorter, his beard fuller, and he was wearing a pair of simple wire spectacles with round lenses that made him appear intensely serious. To his neighbours he was a Volga German in his late twenties called Karl Schmidt, who had been enterprising enough to move in search of a better living in the capital. He was careful, a little distant in a Lutheran sort of way, and but for a portly foreign gentleman he received no visitors. He took few meals and his landlady was never quite certain when he was at home. But on that bright November morning the maid found him at the window, a newspaper on his knee, staring through the dirty panes at the rooftops of the city. The room was cold and he was wearing several layers beneath a jacket and scarf. She cleared his dirty dishes and left him with some tea. On the stairs she pa.s.sed his foreign friend, pink in the face and breathing heavily as he hauled himself up with the aid of the banister.
The door opened before the correspondent could knock.
'It's good exercise,' Hadfield observed in Russian, with a small smile of welcome.
The correspondent pushed past his friend with a stony face and began to shrug his coat from his shoulders.
'There's some tea,' said Hadfield, closing the door behind him.
'No thank you,' Dobson replied hoa.r.s.ely, and he pulled a chair from the small wooden table and sat down.
'Did you hear anything from your police contact?'
'Please, a moment to collect myself.'
Hadfield poured some more tea and sat beside him, his hands cupped around the gla.s.s, his foot tapping on the wooden floor in an involuntary display of impatience. Three months had slipped by since his return to St Petersburg and he had still not traced his baby daughter. His former a.s.sistant at the hospital Anton Pavel had found rooms for him and had readily agreed to help in any way he was able. They had made discreet inquiries at almost all the city's hospitals and charitable inst.i.tutions but they had not discovered any firm intelligence as to her whereabouts. The little girl Hadfield did not know her name might have been placed with a family or spirited away to an orphanage in the provinces. To be certain, they needed access to her mother's police file. The three of them had discussed the matter at length and it had been agreed at last that Dobson would risk approaching his source in the new Okhrana.
'Your baby's name is Sophia.' Dobson paused to give weight to this revelation, a small smile playing on his lips. 'But no, I have not found her.'
Hadfield looked away for a moment. 'It means so much to be able to call her by her name.'
Dobson waited until he had collected himself sufficiently to continue, then said: 'I've arranged to see your old friend Barclay tomorrow. He's rising up the table of ranks a colonel now. Not as clever as Dobrs.h.i.+nsky but a little more ruthless, which is, no doubt, why he's still useful.'
'But if you haven't spoken to him yet, how do you know my daughter's name?'
'Because I've spoken to her mother.'
'You've spoken to Anna? She's here in the city?' This time Hadfield could not contain himself and he jumped up, his chair cras.h.i.+ng to the floor, his right hand pressed to his forehead, the room too small to pace. He stood above Dobson with an expression of bewilderment then hope on his face. 'She escaped?'
'Evidently. For G.o.d's sake sit down and I'll tell you the little I know.'
He told Hadfield of Anna's visit the evening before, and that she was searching for their daughter with the help of friends 'the few still at liberty' but he did not mention her note.
'I sense she is still committed to the revolution,' he said disparagingly. 'I know you're infatuated with her and she is good-looking enough, I grant you but she doesn't seem to have-'
'To have? You may as well say it.'
'She hasn't changed, Frederick. She's a dangerous fanatic.'
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