Part 47 (2/2)
”Natural looking. Very nice,” came Tony's voice. ”Ready in five paces, Suzanne.”
As they walked, water was to their left, where one of the towers stood partly on wide brick-covered pillars acting as stilts, the building's underside forming a watery cavern lit by rippling reflections. Only one spycam was trained directly on them, and the timing needed to be exact. Suzanne's hand felt sweat-slick in his. He gave her a squeeze, then released her.
”Ready to let go, two, one, go now.”
Suzanne's fingers opened and the balloon rose, just as Josh tore open his loose jacket, ripped a package from the small of his back and tossed it into the water. There was a plop, an attenuated ripple, and it sank from sight. They walked on.
The main security sweep had been yesterday. As the protection teams tightened up the system, they had scoured everywhere, including underwater. Secondary sweeps would follow, but they would focus on telltales of weapon technology, the spectroscopic signatures of airborne and waterborne molecules that might indicate explosives, the inductive resonance of electronic devices. Even if they found the thing, they would consider it an oddity, perhaps from a party balloon similar to the one Suzanne had just let loose.
They pa.s.sed among the rubberised ”concrete” slabs, along the promenade. In the blues and reds of spotlights, the fragments would look menacing; up close and in daylight, they seemed like toys. Josh used the time to memorise the layout, so that he could pa.s.s this way with his eyes closed or with commotion all around. He imagined cras.h.i.+ng sound, the detonation of flashbangs, like the Killing House in Sterling Lines where they taught him first to operate in chaos, then to cause it.
Past the restaurant and the entrance to the Barbican Centre, the showpiece theatre at the heart of the complex, they walked hand in hand, observing all, appearing casual. Doors were propped open, allowing roadies to wheel props into place. Spotlights and cables were everywhere. One such doorway led into the curved apartment block at the far end of the promenade, where Josh and Suzanne were headed.
As they went inside, he squeezed her hand. Along the carpeted corridor they went, pausing at the first intersection until Tony's voice said ”Clear.”
Following his directions, twice making detours that took them out of their way but avoided other people, they reached the fifth floor. Here they had to wait in the stairwell, because cleaners were at work. It would be possible to simply walk into the open corridor and go past; but right now the spycam over their heads was showing an empty staircase, at least in the central logs. The sudden appearance of Josh and Suzanne in the corridor would look like teleportation, and while Tony could deal with threat-recognition engines in software, a human who happened to catch sight of the anomaly would bring everything cras.h.i.+ng down.
Finally, the cleaners were inside an apartment, and Tony gave the signal to move.
From his pocket, Josh drew a spectacles case, took out a pair of gla.s.ses and put them on. They stopped outside the designated apartment, and he peered at the fish-eye lens. While the system read the false retina pattern, he pulled on a latex glove, and pressed his thumb and fingertips against the reader. Suzanne muttered something, guttural French he could not understand.
Then the door clicked open, and they were in.
The apartment was plush, rich, and insulated by deep carpet, therefore quiet. He had taught Suzanne the rules of maintaining an observation post: no chatting, careful movement, and in their case no intimacy, although it was the no-flus.h.i.+ng bathroom etiquette that disturbed her most. Besides her presence, which made this different from every other OP he had been in, there was this overwhelming feature: he was on a mission that was likely to bring down the government of his own country, an act that by most criteria was treasonous.
However instrumental the Regiment had been in changing regimes elsewhere, that had been under political control, however indirect, from Whitehall: covert warfare as an instrument of policy. Without such sanction, when the military took it on themselves to alter governments, it was generally considered a coup, and the result was typically tyranny. When a single, embittered former soldier attempted such an action, that was more correctly seen as folly.
Sophie. I'd let the world go hang if it brought you back.
And of course that was the point. Sitting here amid soft furnis.h.i.+ngs, it was so easy to give in, to back out and take the sensible course, meaning to do nothing. With an effort, he crawled to a shuttered window, and stared down through the slits at the promenade below. After a while, he pulled back, and sat back against the wall, legs outstretched on the carpet.
Suzanne came over slowly, and sat next to him, shoulder touching.
”What's wrong?” she whispered.
All he could do was shake his head. He was used to following standard operational procedures, but whether SOPs would carry him through this crisis, he no longer knew. The thing was, self-doubt before the climax of a mission was rarely seen as a good thing. When the crunch came, as it soon would, what he needed above all else was one thing: focus.
What if I'm wrong?
Or worse: What if I'm right, and it's pointless anyway? What if I'm right, and it's pointless anyway?
In the past he and his fellow Regiment members had sometimes railed at the political decisions underlying their operations. They, far more than other soldiers, maintained deep understanding of the countries they were operating in, the indigenous history and the current issues faced by citizens. They had to, whether it was to win a hearts and minds campaign or simply to pa.s.s for natives. But this time, the political decision was purely his own, and how could he possibly trust that?
He had often been scared, but he had never doubted everything.
Not like this.
In the end, he decided not to decide. As with any op, he would shut down all considerations besides the mission at hand. Then, at 17.30 the day after tomorrow, he would go into action or hold back, however his instinct demanded.
Shoulder to shoulder, he and Suzanne sat. From time to time she used a secure phone he had given her, sound off, to check the news channels. He had not wanted to pay attention; but when she handed him the phone and pointed, he had to look and wonder how Matt was doing, whether he was fighting or simply looking after his family as his country went to h.e.l.l.
President Brand had moved his troops to the borders, both east and west. Commentators speculated about long-range reconnaissance missions into New York state and Oregon. The formerly united armed forces were splitting along regional divides. But for all Brand's apocalyptic rhetoric, could he truly be thinking of simultaneous invasions against both seaboards? It was strategic insanity; but cultural madness had already subsumed political intelligence, when the president talked of ”smas.h.i.+ng the legions of Satan,” and ”taking back the country which is ours the country which is ours.”
Flicking back to the London news, for what seemed like almost light relief in contrast, an unidentified infection had broken out in Brixton, while ongoing streetfights-c.u.m-riots were igniting across the capital, against a backdrop of continued white sheet lightning from storms that would not break.
I'm trying to save the world.
Everything was grim; everything was hopeless.
Maybe there's nothing left to save.
He wanted to laugh and scream. Instead, he pulled everything inside himself and waited.
In the morning, the news was no better. The PM publicly deplored the deliberate anarchistic violence, and the civil sabotage that was crippling normal services from refuse collection to electricity. Power outages were likely, purely as a result of the riots. Despite all this, he finished with an upbeat, jocular message: ”I, for one, will be voting right after Knifefighter Challenge, because whoever wins the final, what we need is a champion because whoever wins the final, what we need is a champion for this country. Someone with the strength and daring to cut for this country. Someone with the strength and daring to cut down those who would steal our way of life from us. I'll be down those who would steal our way of life from us. I'll be running on a platform of increasing the people's power to running on a platform of increasing the people's power to change things, by letting us slice through red tape and hack change things, by letting us slice through red tape and hack away bureaucracy, once and for all!” away bureaucracy, once and for all!”
Afterwards, Josh pulled up his contact list, scrolled through the URIs, and selected Sophie2 Sophie2. Then he sat and watched, with Suzanne beside him.
A small, near-unmoving image. Monitors ringing a white bed, and at its centre, all his vulnerability, the next generation that should have been; and why did he want to save the world when the one who should inherit it was like this? How could any of it matter?
They watched the picture in silence.
That night while Suzanne slept in the master bedroom, Josh lay on the carpeted lounge floor, drifting in and out of almost-sleep. It was always like this the night before a mission, and he knew that sleeplessness would count for nothing tomorrow, because the preparation had been in the weeks leading up to this; and tomorrow would be a day filled with adrenaline.
Discrediting a prime minister on Election Day: it would be a cla.s.sic op, one for the history books, to be taught to the neos at Hereford, if only it were officially sanctioned and on foreign soil. But here and now, it was a stressed-out, possibly insane ex-soldier accompanied by his therapist girlfriend, how about that for irony with a mission to take out a corrupt fascist b.a.s.t.a.r.d only because he consorted with those using children's bodies as drug factories; and it could be argued that every country's leader oversaw activities that were equally bad but never saw the light of day including the leaders that most would consider heroes.
Insane, insane, insane.
At some point in the hours before dawn, he decided he was going through with it. For the remaining short time, he slept.
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