Part 5 (1/2)
'Yes,' I said, 'isn't it?'
Presently she said, 'I suppose you know I'm going away next month, Mr Wilson?'
I felt suddenly empty. 'No,' I said, 'I didn't know that.'
'Yes,' she said, 'I thought you knew. I'm going to try and get into the hospital to be trained for a nurse, and if that doesn't come off I'll get a place as a.s.sistant public-school teacher.'
We didn't say anything for a good while.
'I suppose you won't be sorry to go, Miss Brand?' I said.
'I--I don't know,' she said. 'Everybody's been so kind to me here.'
She sat looking straight before her, and I fancied her eyes glistened.
I put my arm round her shoulders, but she didn't seem to notice it. In fact, I scarcely noticed it myself at the time.
'So you think you'll be sorry to go away?' I said.
'Yes, Mr Wilson. I suppose I'll fret for a while. It's been my home, you know.'
I pressed my hand on her shoulder, just a little, so as she couldn't pretend not to know it was there. But she didn't seem to notice.
'Ah, well,' I said, 'I suppose I'll be on the wallaby again next week.'
'Will you, Mr Wilson?' she said. Her voice seemed very soft.
I slipped my arm round her waist, under her arm. My heart was going like clockwork now.
Presently she said--
'Don't you think it's time to go back now, Mr Wilson?'
'Oh, there's plenty of time!' I said. I s.h.i.+fted up, and put my arm farther round, and held her closer. She sat straight up, looking right in front of her, but she began to breathe hard.
'Mary,' I said.
'Yes,' she said.
'Call me Joe,' I said.
'I--I don't like to,' she said. 'I don't think it would be right.'
So I just turned her face round and kissed her. She clung to me and cried.
'What is it, Mary?' I asked.
She only held me tighter and cried.
'What is it, Mary?' I said. 'Ain't you well? Ain't you happy?'