Part 29 (1/2)
”My Brendan was so strong, so perfect,” Dedra crooned.
”Never sick a day, all through the exodus from Aven when we were cold and wet and half-starved and bedevilled by mosquitoes and biting midges and Lord Celadeyr's heartless brutes. He was a marvel, my Brendan! Walking at seven months, farspeaking me no matter what part of the lodge I was in. If any baby can survive black-torc, he will-and then perhaps others like him.”
She kissed the blond curls nestling at her shoulder. The child's crying had diminished to hiccoughing sobs. ”If Brendan dies, then at least we will have tried. The knowledge we gain will have repaid his pain and mine.”
”But, Dedra, he's too young to choose,”
Anatoly protested.
”I choose for him.” She lay the child back on his waterbed, took a soft cloth, and wiped his face. ”It's my right. I know what's best for my own child.”
The priest shrank from the sudden cold sensation that clutched his vitals. How many times, as an executive a.s.sistant in the Siberian Primacy, had he heard this same argument put forth by fellow clerics who sided with the elitists advocating forced evolution, with the elder Remillards and the others who maintained that virtually any means-even potentially fatal or crippling experimentation with immature minds-was justified if it promoted the supereminence of metapsychic humanity. In those days, human moralists had been divided on the question; but there had been no doubts at all among the disapproving exotic ethical arbiters of the Milieu. Three years after Anatoly set off on his mission through the time-gate, he learned that the controversy had culminated in the Metapsychic Rebellion.
Minanonn came out of the shadows and stood over the baby's bed, stern and majestic in cerulean robes. He said to MaryDedra, ”What Brother Anatoly is saying to you echoes the philosophy of my own Peace Faction. Difficult though it may be, we must surrender ourselves to the divine will. The only peace is that of Tana.”
Dedra was scathing.
”You don't believe I should simply let Brendan die in peace! If you did, you wouldn't be helping Elizabeth in this new procedure!”
”She asked me to help,” said the former Battlemaster, ”and I do so willingly at this point, in the hope that the child may be cured. But I would not abet you in continuing treatments that would prolong his pain if there were not a good chance of ultimate success. It is unjust to force an innocent to suffer so terribly-even for his own good, or for the greater good of his fellows.”
”You should have been a Jesuit!” said Dedra to Minanonn.
And to Anatoly, ”As for you, Brother, I asked you here to pray for us, not to preach. So if you're going to, get busy!” The baby, startled by her vehemence, began to cry again.
Anatoly heroically held his temper, lowered his head, and muttered, ”Lord G.o.d, bless this mother and her child and relieve their suffering. Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.”
”Find a better prayer,” Elizabeth said coldly, coming up behind him. ”You're too late with that one-both for Dedra and for me.” As the priest shrank back, white-faced, Elizabeth's mind added covertly to Minanonn: And perhaps too late for the Many-Coloured Land as well.
Minanonn said: Elizabeth ... will you tell me what portends?
Elizabeth said: I've talked to Basil and the King and done some heavy scanning to confirm what they said. Aiken and the young North Americans have agreed to work together in an attempt to reopen the time-gate from the Pliocene side. Marc Remillard is en route to Europe with his confederates determined to do his utmost to prevent it.
Minanonn said: Tana have mercy it could lead to Nightfall.
The old Franciscan priest was gaping at Elizabeth. She seemed as beautiful and as inaccessible as an image of Athena, in her flowing black silk dress and ruby-studded yoke. Her long hair, unbound, had formed into loose curls in the high humidity.
Smiling slightly, she said aloud, ”You came to pray for us, Brother. Do so now. Show us how we should put our trust in divine grace instead of ourselves.”
And the priest thought: You ice-hearted b.i.t.c.h! No wonder poor Amerie gave up on you ...
He was about to stomp out of the room, abandoning them to their inhuman machinations, when he felt a peculiar soothing touch invading his mind. Torcless, he nevertheless knew that it could only be Minanonn's own strength entering him, irresistible as the tide, bearing him up and promising cooperation.
Somehow (the exotic seemed to say) we are akin. Both of us are destined to influence this awful woman in a crucial way ...
Well, so be it. And ne bzdi, Anatoly Severinovich!
He said, ”There's an old prayer from the Sunday Missal that's become a favourite of mine. It seems almost to have been written with us Pliocene exiles in mind: Eternal Father, reaching from end to end of the universe and ordering all things with your mighty arm, for you, time is the unfolding of truth that already is, the unveiling of beauty that is yet to be.
Your Son, our Omega, has saved us in history so that, transcending time, he might free us from death.